Hating Emilia

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-Ethan Hernandez-

I can't believe I'm saying this, but I'm happy I'm back. Probably so you can see Emilia.

I would love to see my little dove, Cassie thought her and I were dating, I never said no, because I wish we were together.

I'm still surprised about how I jerked off to thinking about her, my sweet innocent dove.

But fuck, when I did it, I knew there was no going back, I knew I wouldn't be able to hide my feelings for Emilia after that night.

The way she looks at me with those big green eyes, with her freckles on her face, the curve of her lips when she smiles. She was perfect, stunning even.

I would've followed her out of the cafe if I hadn't been working, I probably even would've pushed her up against my car and kiss her lips.

I lose my train of thought when I hear Alex's voice "what's got you distracted?" He asked "obviously something that's more important than this conversation." I said

Alex laughed at that and I ignored it, my eyes follow my dove as she walks to her locker.

Smiling when Eliana meets her there, James stands over by me, standing like a lost puppy looking for his owner, probably will be Eliana sooner or later.

Yeah, James talks about Eliana any chance he can get, I more so ask about Emilia which he does talk about her, but later talks about Eliana.

I think he knows I like Emilia and thinks I'd assume he likes Emilia when he talks about her.

You can see it in his eyes that he wants Eliana, and that he only wants a friendship with Emilia.

I walk to first period when the bell rings, Emilia walks in, I notice something is wrong but I can't tell what.

It looks as if she's even crying. She's wearing sweats and a zip-up jacket that's full zipped.

Despite how fucking hot it is in the English room, she has sweats and a jacket on.

It's only the beginning of fall, it's not that cold out, so I don't get why shes wearing it.

I look up when my name gets called for attendance

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The class I have right now is a free period with Eliana, my mind wanders to Emilia, because fuck I want her so bad.

Ask her out on a date, dumbfuck. Sure, I turn to Eliana who's on her phone, she's the only one who knows Emilia the best.

"Eliana" no answer "Eliana." Still no answer, I kick her chair and she glares at me "what. Can't you see I'm doing something?" She said

"What."

"Ignoring you."

I roll my eyes "I need your help." Eliana raises an eyebrow "with?" She asked

I sighed "taking Emilia out on a date." I say, Eliana turns away from the desk and kicks my leg "idiot, you should've led with that, I would've paid attention way earlier." She states

I sighed "what should I do." I say Eliana shrugged "what were you thinking of doing?" She asks

"Take her out somewhere maybe" I said and Eliana nodded "okay, well Emilia always talks about paper bouquets and how she wants one, she loves the color red, she loves Carnations, and she obviously doves." Eliana rambled