Black Ribbons - Jeff Buckley

I'm scared (19)

Time skip ೃ⁀➷

2 weeks had gone by and the tour had almost ended, the group just needed to finish with a few more shows at New York, and then they would have a 6 month gap before beginning the Australia tour. Colette hadn't been getting around much as sickness had overcome her. The girl would simply eat ice-cream and watch rage or MTV. Jeff would stop by every morning and night and occasionally bring the girl a different variety of flowers, in hopes to put a smile on her pale, weak face. Mavis and Colette had spoken earlier the day about the possibility of being pregnant again. Colette quickly shut the thought down at first, but since it had lingered on her mind, and she figured the only way to make the annoying thought to go away, was to prove that she was in fact not pregnant. Colette was convincing herself she wasn't even though she knew deep down she might well be pregnant. After her last miscarriage, she wasn't sure she would ever want a child again. 

The black hair girl walked down the street in her short pj pants with a tank top on. Light mascara applied aswell. When she arrived to the local convenience store she had gone straight to the tests and to the checkout wanting to get all of it out the way. 

When Colette arrived home she instantly took one of the 4 tests she had purchased. Tears instantly fell down Colette's face when the test came out positive. Around an hour later the poor girl was sat on the edge of her bed with all tests in her hands. They were tears of happiness of course, but mostly fear. After the events from 4 years ago, Colette was just scared. 

When Jeff arrived home Colette took him to the balcony of their hotel room. The girl sat down beside her lover and reached her hand into her pocket and fiddled with the small sticks. "Is everything okay?" Jeff asks "Col? your scaring me" he repeats. Colette took a deep breath in and let out a large sigh before quickly taking the tests from her pocket and putting them on the table. Her leg began to bounce and she began to pick at her red nail polish. "I'm scared" Colette whispered.  "Oh my gosh!" Jeff exclaimed. He quickly stood up from his chair and stared at the girl with a large toothy grin. Suddenly all of Colette's fear got pushed to the side as she couldn't help but smile at her man's reaction. "Oh my gosh!!!" Jeff repeated louder this time. He lifted the girl of her feet and spun her around a few times and gave her multiple kisses all over her face. "I'm so happy" Jeff whispered in her ear as he places her back down to the concreate below her feet. "I'm glad... me too! just a little worried after last time" Colette told him. "I know, but we will see the doctors frequently. I'll take care of you my love" Jeff told her, before giving her one large kiss on her lips. "Let's go tell everyone!" Jeff yelled in glee before taking the tests and with his other hand, linking it with Colette's and the two walked back inside from the balcony to tell their closest friends the exciting news. Jeff was soon on the phone to inform all his family and friends back home. 

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6 months had passed and Colette kneeled down on the carpet of Jeff's family home. She folded her and Jeff's clothes in their suitcases. The couple had stayed at Jeff's home for the last month and a half, to spend time with them before leaving for the Australian tour which would last around a month. Colette stood up with the assistance of the bed. She had grown a decent sized bump over the last few months. Jeff and Colette had decided not to reveal the gender until birth, so they had been unable to really create a nickname for the baby so they had been referring to the baby as JC. standing for Jeff and Colette. The couple said their goodbyes to their family and after lots of hugs and kisses the two were on the way to the airport for a trip to Australia. 

When they arrived at Melbourne, Colette and Jeff were as tired as ever. So the two spent the next 2 days sleeping in bed. The following days consisted of Jeff and Colette picking up Mavis and the band from the airport and Jeff and the boys working on getting everything right for the tour. Mavis and Colette however had spent their time shopping for baby JC and taking photos with Colette's new camera. 

Time skip to the next week ༶•┈┈୨♡୧┈┈•༶

The crew had arrived at the gold coast for one show before moving on around Australia. Colette got changed into her new black and pink bathing suit and went to the beach for the day to hang out with Jeff by themselves. With Jeff being busy the two barely have had one on one time. The two swam around a little before sitting down and Jeff grabbing his guitar and singing a few songs while Colette took some pictures of the pelicans and seagulls. Before laying down and having a small nap with her head in Jeffs lap. The two then wandered around before stopping by for some fish and chips.