Innocent {Jackie young}

Chapter 7

Jackie🌟
I woke up and then everything just came back to me. The whole thing that happened last night. I rubbed my forehead and just sighed. What am I gonna tell chennedy.

I got out of bed doing my morning routine and then getting dressed. I grabbed my phone and keys and a sports drink and drove to practice.

When I got there I looked at my phone. And I didn't have a message from chennedy, so then I knew. The shade room definitely messed something up for me.

I texted her and my messages weren't sending. I went to Instagram, I could t find her account. I tried email, it wasn't working either, I tried snap, I never even got her snap.

I literally was trying anything. And everything. I have no contact with her what so ever.

"you guys why aren't my messages sending to chennedy, does anybody know why?" I said in the locker room.

Aja laughed. "ha ahh blocked you. ON EVERYTHING?!" She laughed again.

"it's not funny." I said shaking my head.

Chennedy🥀
I don't know what to feel. I've been up all night. literally no sleep. trying to figure out what's wrong with me. I can't even stand to hear what she has to say.

I blocked her on everything. She has no way of contacting me and she has no way to see how I'm doing off of her own cellular device. She did me so wrong.

I don't even care for an explanation. Angel and milla came and spent the night with me last night to make sure I was comfortable and good. I've been good though.

I wanna cry but I'm not gonna cry. She didn't think about how I feel when she was gonna do it so why think about me when you've already done it. I refuse to be embarrassed my her.

"you good chenn?" Angel asked rubbing my back.

"I told you guys I'm good. She wasn't even mine for real." I said laughing.

"You need anything?" Milla asked me.

They have been babying me since they seen. I love my friends but they are definitely overdoing it.

"guys im good." I said laughing.

Deep down I know im not good. I'm hurting. I'm just used to my feeling being disregarded as they've been in this case. So I hide.

Me and my friends just sat and had conversations. We ate and we baked cookies. I love appeasing time with them. They keep me laughing.

"you guys wanna go skating?" Angel asked.

"Let's do it." I said smiling.

We got ready and took pictures. I drove off course the other two think they're passenger princesses.

Jackie🌟
My teammates have not been helping me. They've been laughing and saying that's what I get and that's rude.

Aja said my black card is revoked cause we know better. She said I'm no longer a black girl. And then they made fun of me because the man I was with was white.

"you guys are racist." I said not laughing at all.

"girl we not laughing cause he white." Chelsea said. They say that but they be lying. I know it is cause he's white.

"Can I see your phone?" I asked Aja.

"why you need my phone?" She asked me.

"I need to text chennedy but she blocked me." I said reasoning.

"If i know correctly, she blocked you so that she wouldn't have to talk to you. So why would I give you my phone so she can block me too?" Aja said laughing.