3 months til wedding!
Jackie🌟
Planning a wedding is not for the weak. And quite frankly, I am the weak. I put my planner down and picked up laptop. Me and Chenn is in FaceTime on my laptop so yea.
"I don't feel good about this." I blurted out.
"about what? Marrying me? Cause you could've said no." Chenn said answering back.
"girl no not that, about the decorators. I feel like somethings gonna go wrong and our day isn't gonna be perfect." I said.
I know I overthink alot but I can't help it. I've had so much bad things happen to me I just can't keep doing this.
I just had to break the news to Aja and Kelsey that I was choosing my sister for my bridesmaids and they're not talking to me. Kelsey said she doesn't even know if she's attending.
"they didn't take it well?" Chenn asked.
"At all, Kelsey said she ought to not show up.." I said hanging my head.
"oh please, she's gonna come." She said waving it off.
"I don't understand why they thought I wouldn't pick my sister though, like those girls been with me through thick and thin, I mean they have too but it just makes sense." I said shrugging.
"are they still ignoring you?" I heard Chenn say on the other end of the line.
"yes, texted Aja 183 times and called Kelsey 202 times. They're definitely on a picnic talking about me right now." I said laughing.
"ion wanna say this but they don't sound like good friends because why they just couldn't be happy for you? They aren't entitled to a part in the wedding." Chenn said. I didn't say anything cause I'm not about to talk trash about my best friends.
"not too much, I know they may just be a little frustrated that's all." I said
"so what's left for the wedding?" Chenn asked as I looked in my planner. My brain is super fried, Ian lying.
"dress shopping, and then the stuff that I really have to do closer to time, like none of the stuff on my individual list is anything I can do now." I said.
"but as for us, we still have to send invites because we already designed them, oh sh*t I have to find you a ring." I said freaking out.
"mama... mama chill, you have time, 3 whole months. You're fine, my love." She said.
The comfort of her voice just soothes me. I made notes on the planner and continued to read from it. We have a lot to do and not that much time to do it.
We're long distancing 3 months before the wedding and I really don't know how things gonna work, if I'm way here, and she's way there and we long distance while married... it does have me thinking.
But I know it can work because I've seen it happen, I've seen it work.
"we have cake tasting, we have to make our vows, we have to find a place, decide on a cake design and just too much." I said slamming the planner shut.
Chenendy🥀
Jackie stresses a lot but she is so much better at this planning sh*t than I am. I'm definitely not cut out for it. She's been stressing since we've started, so 7 months ago.
I know when the wedding is over, there's gonna be tons of weights lifted off of her shoulders because she hasn't been able to breath since.
I wish I could be with her but I can't so now I'm sad. She's sad, she's a mess and I'm a mess and we just really need emotional support.
"babe are you okay?" I asked her.
"of course I am, what makes you ask?" She asked me looking in the camera.
"you haven't played like yourself since before the break..." I said looking at my feet.
"I'm tired that's all, because I didn't really have a break but that's what greatness feels like so I'm grateful." She said back.
I turned on looney tunes and then laid down. I don't feel the best but it's okay because I'll get there. My nose is red and I can't half breath.
"speaking of playing, you ready for your game tonight, I can't wait to watch." I hear Jackie say.
"not playing." I said blowing my nose.
"what why? You haven't even got 2 more flagrants." She said sounding real confused.
"I'm not okay, I'm sick as h*ll." I said sneezing.
"I noticed you sounded a little stuffy, I thought you had just woken up though." Jackie said.
"Did you take some meds?" She asked me.
"nope, I can't stand a drug." I said shaking my head.
"baby, you need to take some medicine, you'll feel a little better maybe." She said sounding seriously concerned.
"I can't stand medicine, sh*t nasty as h*ll bae." I said shaking my head.
"I wanna see you." She said in a whiny voice.
"nooo, I look a mess." I said blowing my nose yet again after a painful cough.
"have you at least went to the doctors?" I heard her say.
"nope, don't like hospitals." I said making every excuse as to why I don't wanna go nowhere or take meds.
Jackie🌟
Trying to get her to take medicine is like pulling teeth. She refuses to cooperate. I'm mad worried about her and all she says is that she's gonna be fine and she doesn't even know that.
"baby please just go to the doctors, call Angel and Kamilla, tell them you don't feel good and ask them to drive you." I commanded.
"not you being bossy. I love it." She said not being serious.
"babe I'm deada**, I would like to marry you not bury you, you don't know what could be wrong. Please just go... for me." I said in a soft voice.
"I hate when you do this jackkkk, but I love yo fine ahh so imma go for real. Imma clam you whenever I get back home, I love you." She said which put a smile on my face.
"I love you too." I said before hanging up the phone.
A/N: I just wrote this😭. In like 20-25 minutes. Let me know what you guys think, xoxo 💋!
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