Rainy Season || R.R {#1}

30. |Unstable| *Finale*

Dean's POV

Spending this time with Rose has really made me think about things. I've never stopped caring about her. When I told her I've always loved her, I meant it. And I've never stopped. Ever. And it's killing me.

No matter how much she loves or hates me, I'll always protect her. Whether I get to call her mine or not, I won't let her get hurt.

I just won't.

We walk into our room and toss our bags on the floor.

"Want a drink?" I ask.

"Sure." She nods.

I toss her a bottle of water and laugh. "You still look so different."

"I know. It's insane." She shrugs.

"I like it though." I say.

"I know you do." She laughs.

Her happy expression turns dark as I walk over to her.

Rose's POV

"I don't know what he doesn't understand about "leave me alone"." I growl, throwing a pillow at the wall.

"I don't know, but its fucking annoying." Dean nods, holding the back of his neck.

"It's kind of strange having one friend in a sea of enemies." I laugh, sitting on the bed.

"I know that feeling." He nods, sitting beside me.

"I can't believe we've always been friends, hooked up, still friends and now we're teaming against your best friend." I shake my head. "It's all so fucking crazy. It's like a crazy story that's never gonna go in one direction."

"It is pretty insane, ain't it?" He laughs, walking away.

"Yeah. It is." I sigh.

"Can I talk to you about something?" He asks, turning to face me.

"Sure." I say.

"How much do you seriously still care about Roman?" He asks, tilting his head.

"I've told you. I'll always care about him, but I'm not gonna just take him back like nothing happened." I sigh.

"What if he never had done that?" He asks.

"Then, I don't know. I'd have to think about it." I shrug.

"You know he'll hurt you again." He says, shaking his head.

"Maybe he won't." I object.

"LISTEN TO YOURSELF, ROSE. He's treated you like absolute shit the entire time you've been together. You've been his little bitch and you don't even realise it. He only wants you for what he can use you for. Not because he loves you." He growls, throwing his bottle.

As I start to speak, my phone rings.

A text.. from Roman.

He texts "Can we talk?"

"I know what you're saying Dean, but.." He cut me off. "You go from hating his guts to missing him. You're like a Pitbull with PMS." He snaps.

"Maybe because he was my first real love." I hiss.

"Just think about this, Rose. If you really loved the first one, you wouldn't love a second one." He shakes his head, slamming the door behind him.

"And now I'm alone again." I sigh, sitting next to my title.

I grab my bags and head downstairs.

I walk up to the check-in desk and an older woman smiles.

"How can I help you?" She asks.

"I was sharing a room with Dean Ambrose, but I'm not feeling well tonight, so I don't want to get him sick. Can I get my own room please?" I ask.

"Sure thing, sweetie. I'll get your key right now." She smiles, leaning under the desk.

"Room 342. Feel better!" She says, handing me my key.

"Thank you. I really appreciate it." I nod, walking back to the elevator.

I get up to my new room and toss my stuff on the floor.

"Home sweet home." I sigh, sitting on the bed.

I pick up my phone and reply to Roman.

I text "I guess. I'm in room 342. Come on up."

He quickly replies "On my way."

Within 3 minutes, a loud knock echoed around the room.

I opened the door and Ro walks inside.

"Will you please listen to what I have to say?" He frowns.

"I guess so." I say, walking onto the balcony.

"What you saw was not what it looked like at all." He says, following me.

"Then what was it?" I cross my arms, tears forming in my eyes.

"It'll be easier to explain after I say this." He smiles, grabbing my hands.

"Ever since we met, I've loved you infinitely. Your voice is always in my head, telling me how much of a fuck up I am for losing you again. Hearing your voice is more vital to me than breathing. Watching your chest rise and fall every night and every morning fuels me to keep going and gives me this sense of happiness I've never felt with anybody else. You make me feel something I never thought I'd get to experience, and that's Love. Joy. Happiness. Fullness. Wanting to live my life because you're in it. You've made me want to do things I'd never even think about before you were in my life. You give me an instant adrenaline rush and make me feel so fucking happy just by looking at me. By breathing. By just being around me. You've made me the happiest man in the world when you're with me, and the saddest man in the world when you're gone. I know I don't deserve you, I really don't. But I need you. You're my oxygen. I'm addicted to your presence. And I just can't live without you anymore." He smiles, wiping a stray tear from his eye. He lowers down to one knee and stares me in the eyes. He pulls out a beautiful ring and looks at me with tears rolling down his face. "Don't make me the saddest man in the world again. Never leave me again. I can't handle not having you. I just can't. What you saw, me and Zahra, this is why. I needed advice on how to say this to you when I know you hate me. She used to be a wedding planner, so I just didn't know who else to ask. I'm sorry I unintentionally hurt you. It really wasn't supposed to happen like that. Please.. I can't survive without you. Rose Reilly, will you marry me?"

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OHHHHH SHIT. DID THAT. JUST. FUCKING. HAPPEN?

What will Rose say? And Dean, don't worry.. I'll gladly take you. Leave Rose with Ro. Okay? Okay. Tdois ////

Roman is just.. Oml. Does shit like this even happen in real life or is life too shitty and undeserving for that? Ugh. Fanfics. *lays on I-75*

Sequal/sequel is coming soon. Ayeee.

ChristyRusher1994 ily *runs away*