* the next day
* Lucy had therapy season with a guy named Joe
* at the therapy appointment Tim sat outside
Joe : Lucy you love your kids don't you
Lucy : of course I do
Joe : you're new baby Violet do you love her
Lucy : I do love her so much but what I feel when I'm around her I feel like I'm not a good mom to her I feel like she deserves better
Joe : Lucy you're a good mom to your other kids you've done an amazing job you have to try with Violet can you do that
Lucy *nods : I'll try
* they continue to talk then the session was over
* Tim drove back to the house Lucy didn't really talk
* at the house
* they enter the house Lucy looks at Violet room walks in watches her sleep
Tim *wraps arms around her waist : you okay
Lucy : she deserves better
Tim : what do you mean baby
Lucy : I'm not a good mom to her Joe wants me to try with her but what if I can't
Tim * removes arms around her puts his hands on her cheek : you are an incredible mom to our kids baby try with Violet I'll take time but I do think you'll have a bond with her my love
Lucy *hugs him
* Violet begin to wake up
Tim : hey sweet girl baby try with her I'm gonna take Kojo for a walk Lily and Levi are coming with me okay
Lucy *nods : I love you
Tim : love you too *kisses her
* Tim put the kids coat and shoes on and they leave
Lucy *looks at Violet she picks her up : I'm sorry I'm a bad mom to you I'm gonna try from now on
* Lucy feed and changed her
Lucy : you have an amazing siblings and dad Just I'm not very well darling so I have to get help
Noah : mom what's going on
Lucy : scared me then *puts violet back in her crib
* Lucy grabs Noah's arm and they sit on the couch
Lucy : I haven't been myself since Violet was born
Noah : yea
Lucy : it's called postnatal depression some mom's have it i have it Noah I'm getting the help I'm in therapy to get better for you and your siblings
Noah : I'm sorry
Lucy : not your fault son
Noah : mom I need to tell you something
* what has Noah have to tell Lucy
* find out next chapter
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Sergeant and detective
FanfictionLucy has a teenage son named Noah and Tim knows of him but Tim and Lucy are just friends as the minute but what if Lucy and Tim fall in love when they have a hostage situation and Lucy is the hostage will something happen to Lucy
