peekaboo, I'm watching you

Chapter 31 - 3 days to go

Akesha

I scrunch my nose slightly and raised my head from Paul's chest. My heart started to ache as I thought about what I'm doing to him. I knew we, well I had decided that our relationship was to be kept secret for our own privacy, but in the long run I thought I had made matters worse due to the fact that Jason was tempting me into his slumber once again. I couldn't go back down that road again, not after last time there was too much heart ache.
I liked Pauls company, he wasn't a bad guy he was kind of sweet.

I wanted to make things work between us, but I need to make it clear to Jason that our previous relationship is over. Guilt fills my mind with the thought as I raise my hand and placed it on his chest; watching his chest fall and rise.
It wasn't long ago that Jason had turned up at my house, after rumours of me and Paul had emerged. He was begging me to go back with him but I didn't know what to say, I went along with what he was saying but I told him that we can't go back to what we use to do. Until he kissed me. From then I've been battling my feelings with my thoughts, piercing them through their core with my blade of what was right.

But I still couldn't get him off my mind. But Paul was the right choice to make, but I know deep down that he won't stop until I give in.
I sighed slightly, and nuzzled my head into Pauls chest. Should I tell him that Jason kissed me? Should I tell everyone that me and Paul are officially together? Thoughts were crammed in my mind as I tried to come to a conclusion.
I heard a slight ruffle of the covers and looked up to see Paul rubbing his face.
He stretched his arms slightly above his head and yawned. I lay there quietly as he became more aware of his surroundings.
"Morning" he mummers softly.
"Mornin' " , I replied in the same tone.
He put his arm around me and pulled me closer to him. I was looking at him in awe but he seemed to be deep in thought.
I wonder what he was thinking about, I thought to myself.
Although to me, what ever had been going on in his wonderful mind couldn't be good as a frown had formed on his face.
"What are you thinki-" I was mid sentence when Paul suddenly asked, "Would you like to go on out with me on thursday? Back to the place I took you the first time. We could have another picnic".
I was slightly stunned, but nodded dumbly at his sudden outburst.
"What else would we do there?” I asked curiously, my voice slightly husky.
He chuckled slightly when he then rubbed my arm and he whispered " That’s a surprise".
I smiled warmly, but my emotions were filled with dread, as guilt overwhelmed me.
"Paul I- I want to talk to you about something", I stuttered.
I should tell him, I thought.
He looked at me blindly, like a lost dog trying to find its owner in a crowd of strangers. I need to tell him.. but I just couldn't.
"What is it?" He asks.
"I meant to tell you last night, but I can't grasp what it was" I said, trying to cover my tracks. I couldn't go through with it, it simply wasn't time yet.
He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion, but soon relaxed.

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Ava

Shane has been ignoring all of my calls and messages and I'm starting to become more and more irritated with him.
I'm sat here in my poor excuse of a room, thinking of all the possibilities for the reason he has chosen to avoid me. Am I that awful? I thought he would always be here for me, no matter what.
I hope everything is ok between us, because my mind is challenging our relationship right now. That monster has done this to me. He must have said something for Shane to run off, and God help him when I find out what he has done.
I can't believe I have underestimated d me that he was going to do something. I need to put an end to his all. I can't believe the lengths that despicable vermin would go to, to ruin my life. This needs to come to an end, once and for all.

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Jason

She's in there, with him, I thought in disgust.
When is she going to finally realise that she should be with me.
Paul doesn't deserve her. I've been tailing after her for over a year, even tried to make her jealous.. which clearly worked until she got bored.
I don't know what she even see in him, it's not as if she really wants to be with him, otherwise she would make her relationship with him known in public.
I lean back slightly in my car and wait.
An hour goes by and the passenger door opens, making me jump.
I sigh in relief to discover that it was in fact Jake.