"I'm Kim Macy, but just call me Macy for short. And you?"
She extended her hand, and I accepted it.
"I'm Riela Luis."
As we both took our seats.
"You're Axel's cousin, right?" she asked.
No, I'm his wife.
"Oh, and you're his girlfriend?" I managed to say.
She nodded.
"I'm his first love and childhood best friend," she smiled.
First love? I thought Ate Ella was his first love. So before Ate Ella, it was you?
I was so confused and decided to slowly ask about herself.
"You're pregnant?" she asked curiously.
"Yes, five months pregnant."
"Congrats then."
I smiled, and she smiled back.
"Axel didn't really mention much about you, why?" I asked.
"We had a secret relationship with Axel since we were in second year high school. My dad didn't approve of him for me, so we kept it private. And since, you know, we were both young at that time."
"When I turned 18, a company offered me a chance to become a model. I couldn't decline the offer since I really wanted to be a model."
"But the offer came from the UK."
"My parents and Axel's parents were okay with it. He knew it was my dream to become an international model, so here I am."
"He told me he'd wait for me."
"But then I heard some news that he's married, so I decided to come back here to win him back."
"We met again at the club. What a coincidence, right?"
"He was drinking that time, so messed up when I saw him."
"He saw me, his face was quite shocked."
"He told me his parents forced him to marry a woman he never loved from day one, and he told me he'd pursue me again."
"Tadhana talaga ang gumawa ng paraan para magkita kami ulit." She smiled
Bullshit.
I was the wife you're talking about.
I guess I'm the loser here.
You're his first love and girlfriend while I was just his wife on paper.
He pursued you again, while I'm here pursuing his love.
Talo nako eh.
Wala nakong magagawa.
Tangina.
Hours passed, and I had just arrived home.
Axel still hadn't come home yet. It was just me and my baby in my tummy.
I gently caressed my womb and whispered to myself,
"Sorry, baby, I've already lost. He considers her his first love."
"I don't stand a chance against that." My tears fell down my cheeks.
"Mommy will stay strong for you, baby, hm?"
As I got up and decided to take a hot bath before cooking.
Hours passed, and I had finished what I needed to do. I decided to rest for a while.
But then, I started overthinking about them, Axel and Macy.
What if Axel still loves her?
What if Axel and Macy slept together?
What if Axel found his way back home?
What if Axel doesn't really love me as Macy said?
What if Axel hasn't moved on from her yet?
What if I should divorce Axel instead?
To make him happy again.
What's the point of staying if I'm not the one in your heart, but she holds that place instead?
It's a heavy thought, but I am still trying to be strong for my child.
I don't want to burden Xian and Natalie with my problems, they have their own issues to deal with.
and I ended up crying overthinking about them.
Would it be better if I divorced him?
Would he be happy again?
Would he be happy with her?
I wiped my tears and called our family lawyer.
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Mr. Walton l Axel Walton Series
Romansa" Instead of pursuing me because i'm your wife, you're pursuing her instead. "