I couldn't stop thinking about her,she is alive and that make me relief,but will she remember me?
This is the question I have been asking myself since when we left granny's house.
"Assalamu alaikum"I heard Sa'idu's voice before he make his way inside my room switching on the light which make me squint my eyes with a scowled.
"You still on bed ain't you going to work?"He asked piling up the cotton to let the sunlight in.
I groan and turn lying on my stomach mumbling NO if only they knew what turmoil my heart is today they could have not disturb me with office stuff.
"You know she is the luckiest girl"He stated siting on the edge of the bed
"Nah I am the luckiest man"I replied smiling remembering her smiling face and when she was 5 we lost contact,I don't know where she is,I remember the last time I saw her she hugged me tightly not wanting to let go and when her Mom wanted asked her to let go she plea for us to stay with her for the night and we slept together with her in my arms ignoring Faisal teases.We were thirteen and Angel was just Five years.
"Back to earth"Sa'idu said snapping his finger in my face.
"Already in it"I said while he chuckled
"Do you think she is already with someone?"I asked with concern and jealous
"Nah I don't think so and if she does the pull will make her drop him and have you"Sa'idu said with a wide teeth while I looked at him
"This reading is getting in your head"I mumbled pinching my nose
"Nana is worried about you"He said which make me groan
"And I told her not to"I said groaning while he just scoff rolling his eyes.
"Well be yourself if you want her not too"He said
"As if is that easy"I mumbled before signing
"Look it isn't easy for me okay,my pains alot I...I can't even stop thinking about her and the possibility that she won't love me or want to be with me"I confess while he looked at me with sympathy.
"Always thinks positives Man,stop with the false hope. And Dad is waiting for you"He added
"Okay let go"I stand with a groaned and we both walked out chatting
"Uncle"Najeeb said hugging my leg,I smile down at him and lick him up kissing his cheeks.
"Hi Kiddo"I said and he wrapped his tiny arm around my neck.
"Tood morning"He said while Sageer chuckled
"Is Good Morning Najeeb not Good"Faisal corrected while I rolled my eyes
"Good Morning Najeeb"I said
"Morning Uncle"Sageer said while I walked over him and rubbed his head.
"Morning Kiddo"I replied
"Did you travel or something?"Sageer asked and I keep Najeeb on his chair
"Nope Sageer Uncle marry his room"Faisal said while I smiled and greet Mom and Dad
"Here is your breakfast and you two should befast"Nudrah address Najeeb and Sageer who nodded and began eating.
"Batul ask about you yesterday"Faisal said shamelessly while I glared at her
"Have some shame please"I said and began eating too.
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RABIATU P.O.V
Surraiya have been sneaking food to me for the past four days,and I already gave up on ever stepping out. The door jingle alerting me of someone is their,I quickly shove all the paper and lylon of the biscuit and the remaining Apple I was chewing ,I quickly stand and hold myself against the wall to pretend been weak
"For the love of Allah open the window Najma"I heard Surraiya's voice instead which make me run toward her and open it
"Why are you late. Did Aunty caught you"I asked collecting the leather.
"No silly plus she know I am bring you food,though she strictly told me to bring in one meal"Surraiya said winking which make me chuckled
"Thanks Surraiya what will I do without you?"
"Sulei will come later and I heard Mom saying she will release you so eat less and behave"She said which make me nodded she smile at me and run away while I sat back and began eating remembering the cute guy I saw in a white BMW when we went to grandma.
I blush thinking about the impossible and then close my face smiling and squealing.I have never found myself this interested in someone before,these days I always found myself talking and responding to myself thinking the cute guy is the one talking to me and I answering him. Like nowbi imagine him sitting opposite me staring at me which makes me to blush and close my face.
"Stop with the stares dude"I mumbled with a smile
"Why will I?" My conscience reply
"Because you are making me shy"
"And I love to watch your beautiful smile baby" My conscience reply
"Fine continue"I mumbled,my smile dropped instantly when I remember where I was and how no one will like me that way.
"Ya Allah please help me"I Mumbled
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I quickly off the phone light and hide it under my shirt and hide all the paper bag. Aunty finally open the door and looked at me in disgust and hatred.
I stood up acting to be weak,Aunty hiss and walked away while I quickly followed after her.
"Wash this and dare you to talk to anyone"Aunty said hissing and giving a deathy glare.
"Thank you"I murmured
"Use the washing machine"She said and walked away leaving me signing in relief
"Alhamdulillah"I mumbled and began my task.
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Fiksi UmumIt is about a girl, Najma,who lost her parent at a young age and was raised by her abusive Aunt. Will Najma ever be happy? Find out in "Alone".
