Emotions

30

First was crying because his legs was aching so bad but then Khaotung still let his fucked up friends Shin and Jerry to fuck First. Khaotung and First eyes lock for a seconds but then he quickly look away and take a sip of another bottle of beer and grab his headphones so that he couldn't here those cries. Khaotung was drunk and horny as fuck. Khaotung know this beer he was holding will never fix anything but he felt fulfilled at some odd way. For Khaotung the beer and also First was to good to have around, and just like a beer Khaotung cracked First open everytime he thinks his craving had returned as something fluttered in his stomach. But when the initial satisfaction hit his body nothing happened, he wanted, he needed something else.

For once, something he wasn't going to find at the end of beer bottle nor First.

Khaotung scrubbed First skin for hours in the shower that night, First was still crying mumbling he was tired, he was trembling too as he quickly hug him inside this bathtub where he help him to wash the cum and blood on his body. There was a still faint sweet smell around his body makes Khaotung to go hard so he fuck him again as he push First hard on the bathtub and trying to pull his legs apart but he stop. He fucking stop when instead of fighting First just let him while crying softly, khaotung smile to that as they did it again and again until he felt satisfied grunting everytime he
hit First spot. Khaotung told himself he wasn't going to school if he look like shit, but he had a bad feeling he wasn't going to be going anyway. He never liked school, he never like his divorced parents house that was always empty even though they aren't separated before. But for the most part he figured that he didn't have anything else better to do. Just like before Khaotung was still the same.

In his spare time he hung out with Shin and Jerry more often they get drunk or sometimes he killed time in his room just to have sex with First.

First don't like it at all especially when Khaotung was forceful and smell of weed but he had no choice as Khaotung keep threatening him about the videos that First didn't know that Khaotung already deleted.

And now after fucking First many times inside the bathtub he carried First to the bed just to sleep. Khaotung decided that he need to go to the school tommorow. Khaotung had motivation again to live and that motivation was First.

The next day Khaotung wakes up only to find First hanging on the ceiling.

Khaotung don't know how to feel. And instead of crying he just untied and carried First lifeless body on his back mumbling let's go First.

Let's go First.