CHAPTER TWELVE...be who you areeeee

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joshua's pov:

after school was over, i drove home with a huge grin plastered on my face. 

i thought about all the other kids doing drugs and smoking...

but i would never need that.

penelope was my drug.

and i was the old addict, blissfully unaware of the world burning around me.

sigh.

my phone buzzed when i reached a stop sign and i picked it up.


kyle: ayo bro come pick me up from subway, me and mason need a ride home 


i tapped on the keyboard and resumed driving.


joshua: yea omw homie :3


i quickly arrived at the subway and unlocked the backseat as they filed in.

we remained quiet for most of the drive.

but at one point, i adjusted my mirror and saw their contrasting skin connecting, their hands laced together.

i pretended that i didn't see it, just to not make it awkward.

finally, we reached mason's house and he scooted out of the car, flashing a warm smile at kyle.

he slammed the door and i kept driving down the road.

"so...what was that?" i asked.

"what?" he said, confused.

"you and mason huh?"

"oh...yeah." he let loose and let a smile spread across his face, his eye bags contradicting the whole emotion.

"man that's awesome. good for y'all."

"thanks. i'm sorry i didn't tell you sooner."

"nah nah nah it's just fine, kyle. i'm happy for you guys." i said as we pulled into his driveway.

"thanks josh. i appreciate it." he reached for the door but i stopped him.

"hey...what was stephanie talking about when she said "our deal"?" i said with a chuckle to lighten the mood.

"uh...nothing. bye!" he ripped the door open and scurried into his house.

dammit.

oh well.

i backed out of the driveway and slowly watched the neighborhood drift away behind me as i drove.

i didn't even realize where i was going. it became night faster than ever and i was surrounded by vegetation on a winding road.


out of nowhere, a deer came bounding out of the trees and i swerved off the road. 


and then


i felt numb


noises around me


yet it felt so silent


then


it went dark.

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