⚠️slight smut (I won't go into details!)⚠️
"Are you sure?" Travis says looking at me worried.
"Yeah!" I say. "I'm going to go to my studio really quick"
It was a little after midnight and I had an idea for a song. I sit down at the piano and start singing.
"Forgive me Peter
My lost fearless leader
In closets like cedar
Preserved from when we were just kids
Is it something I did"
I started getting emotional
"The goddess of timing
Once found us beguiling
She said she was trying
Peter was she lying
My ribs get the feeling she did
And I didn't want to come down
I thought it was just goodbye for now"
By now I'm crying writing this song.
"You said-" I take a deep breath
"You said you were gonna grow up
Then you were gonna come find me
You said you were gonna grow up
Then you were gonna come find me
Said you were gonna grow up
Then you were gonna come find me
Words from the mouths of babes
promises, oceans deep
But never to keep
Oh, never to keep"
This was to easy. Maybe it was the insurmountable grief that came with Joe, or I'm just transfixed to the thought that maybe he was right and I am fat.
No. That wasn't a good thought the first time, was an even worse thought when Joe was putting it into my head.
"Are you still a mind reader?
A natural scene stealer
I've heard great things Peter
But life was always easier on you
Than it was on me
And sometimes it gets me
When crossing your jet stream
We both did the best we could do underneath the same moon
In different galaxies
And I didn't want to hang around
We said it was just goodbye for now"
I sing the chorus again.
"And I won't confess that I waited
But I let the lamp burn
As the men masqueraded
I hoped you'd return
With your feet on the ground
Tell me all that you'd learned
Cause love's never lost when perspective is earned
And you said you'd come and get me but you were 25
And the shelf life of those fantasies has expired
Lost to the lost boys chapter of your life
Forgive me Peter, please know that I tried
To hold onto the days when you were mine
But the woman who sits by the window has turned out the light"
Before I can sing the chorus again, Travis walks in and sees me crying.
"Baby," he holds me "it's okay, it's okay."
He kisses me, moving from my neck to the lips. Before we know it we are taking each other's clothes off and are having sex on my piano.
A/N
HI! hope you enjoyed this chapter. The Super Bowl is going to be soon. As well as some... unexpected events...
If y'all have any recommendations I would love them! Also I hope you are enjoying so far!
