Chapter 44: butterfly effect

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The study session went relatively smoothly , you pushed through your embarrassment. Whereas mahito was so high his eyes weren't even open to do any of the math . You clearly counted your blessings with that one . Kento's thumb rubbed over the back of your hand as he took your smaller hand into his large one . "At the game this weekend you should wear my jersey" he hummed , pushing his glasses further up the bridge of his nose , "or is that too couple-ish , It's okay if you don't wanna" . You needed to push all thoughts of choso that could intrude your mind . OUT. You nodded , "yeah sounds good Ken, it's easier to show my support for the team too" you grinned at him , his sharp features softened - he looked relieved that you didn't reject the offer .

Your phone buzzed which meant choso was waiting outside , fantastic . Just what you needed , to moan his name then sit next to him in the car . You pat mahito on the cheek and waved kento goodbye before walking down the steps , suguru and satoru sat on the couches downstairs . Satoru perked up and watched you put your shoes on , "hi stranger- I hope you wore protection if that's what you were here for" suguru said with his eyes focused on his phone before shooting a grin in your direction . Satoru bit his tongue , not saying anything which was extremely out of character for him. He just silently watched you come into the room and then leave the house waving them goodbye .

You walked to choso's black car , for the first time you were nervous to sit next to choso . You replayed a fictional scenario over and over in your head trying to think of how to not be awkward around him , but that made you think of the original moment before the incident . Thinking about choso and the night he took your virginity- to trust someone with something that for someone people holds a lot of weight , clearly means you cared about him . You care about him a lot , like a lot a lot . But that's normal to care . Maybe in the moment you thought it

You opened the passenger door and sat down before looking at sukuna . Sukuna. WHERES CHOSO? "Boo" sukuna said startling you , you pushed him into his seat . Sukuna sat , manspreading per usual , his black gym shorts tightened around his muscular thighs - he was wearing one of choso's white shirts and was sporting his grandfather's dog tag necklace . Sukuna never took it off . His grandpa gave it to him when he was 12 and he never took it off since .

Sukuna grinned at you and fiddled with his dog tag , "did I scare you" , "yes you dick" . He snorted and put one of his hands back onto the wheel , starting the car up . You sat with yourself before needing to ask , "where-" "he's at the tattoo place- he just got done with me but he needed to clean up so I offered to drop you off. No need to thank me I know you're more grateful I'm here right now" . You pouted bitterly , "I am actually" , "I kno- you are? Why what the fuck?" . "I don't wanna say"

"Say"

"Sukuna"

"Y/n"

"It's embarrassing"

"You've seen me quite literally shit my pants that is the epitome of embarrassing what can be worse than that?" Sukuna said bluntly , his narrow eyes darting from you to the road and back to you . You tried to swallow the fry nothingness in your throat , "I...I was having sex and I- I moaned out choso's name instead of mahito's" . "YOU FUCKED MAHITO?" . "Yes it was technically like the third time but that's not the point sukuna" you huffed . Sukuna couldn't help but laugh , "I don't know sunshine I think you wanna fuck choso more than you wanna fuck mahito . Be honest how often do you imagine choso being the one fucking you instead of the actual guy?" Sukuna said half joking . "A lot" you blurted out . You didn't mean to , you didn't even know you were gonna say that . You just kinda said it.

"So are you just attracted to him or do you like- I dunno . Do you like like him?" Sukuna said trying so hard to bring himself to talk about stuff like this . "I'm...not sure?" You admitted . Choso had always been in the back of your head , yes you love choso . You've known him for 98% of your life theres no way you're crushing on him after 14 years of knowing him . No. No you don't , you like kento - you even agreed to wear his jersey ? Sukuna parked the car and let you get out , he rolled down his window, "don't you dare fuck anyone else from my team" he said half seriously but with a grin on his face , you flipped him off as you walked away .

You slumped down in your chair , nobara slid her book across the table , "why didn't you tell me earlier?" . You squinted at her , she acted out being fucked vulgarly . Your hands slapped to your face , "how did you know?" "Sukuna" nobara giggled , you slumped over the desk , head in your hands "he told you?" . "Yeah duh we're both totally team choso we tell each other everything" . Huh who knew nobara and sukuna would end up being such close friends , total butterfly effect . Maybe like you and choso ,

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