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I had the best time at the eras tour and I'd text you all about it. Hamburg N2. It was crazy, I was freaking out and the little girl who got the 22 hat was so adoreable. It was amazing, my surprise songs were Tlgad x run and nothing new x dear reader. I'm freaking out. It was amazing.😍😍😍😍

I'm still trying to process it all and I just got home and decided to put out a chapter for you guys. Like I write it in five minutes or idk haha

"Jesus Christ where is my sister?" Taylor yelled rushing through the hotel room. It's the day of their first concert in Gelsenkirchen. So far today had been a catastrophe for Taylor, Drew had been clingy all day long.

Taylor couldn't sleep all night as she was not feeling good.

Now she had to fight just for Drew to leave her alone for five seconds, Drew was curled up against Travis, Taylor was sure Drew was so clingy to both herself and Travis because she knew Travis would leave soon, and as of right now they all wouldn't be able to make it to family day.

And now Jo wasn't anywhere, the teenager had been driving Taylor crazy the last few days, Taylor was beyond exhausted.

As Taylor walked through the suite, within a fraction of a moment, she found herself fully lying on the floor. Taylor was on the verge of screaming, she stumbled upon a pair of stroppy heels that were Jo's.

"I fucking hate that child." Taylor muttered under her breath, getting up examining her foot, luckily nothing happened. Taylor picked up the heels knocking on one of the bathrooms doors however she did not get a response

This child really had a knack for doing shit whenever it was the worst possible timing.
Taylor could only hope she'd find Jo soon because if she didn't they would be running late. They had to leave in an hour and she still
had so much stuff to do.

Why didn't anyone warn her being a mother is harder than anything else?

Taylor burst into the bathroom without knocking
"Josephine Swift, we are all waiting for you."

But as soon as she saw that Jo was curled up in the corner of the bathroom, her knees pulled up to her chest, tears streaming down her face running her make up.

"Sweetie, are you alright?" Taylor dropped down onto her knees infront of Jo, taking JO's face into her hands. Once again this proved to Taylor how tiny Jo really was once she saw the comparison.

Jo shook her head and launched herself into Taylor's arms without even responding to Taylor's question. Taylor managed to back herself up against the wall with Jo against her, just so it was more comfortable.

Taylor was rubbing soothing circles on to Jo's back, Jo had her head against Taylor's chest and for Jo it was unusual to break down like this. Taylor has been there for that child since the day Jo was born, she was the first person to actually hold her.

It's not like anyone else wanted to.

"Sweetie, please can you tell me what's wrong?"
Taylor said, and only know she noticed how strong the perfume Jo wore actually was, it made her nauseous.

"My outfit." Jo managed to choke out between sobs and she sounded like she was on the verge of a panic attack. Taylor didn't know what this shit was, Jo's outfit was great, she looked great and she's worn it many times before.

"What's wrong with it baby?" Taylor said softly and Jo just kept on sobbing, holding on tighter to Taylor
"My top. It looks ugly on me." Jo sobbed and Taylor couldn't see whatever Jo was seeing. Jo looked flawless in that top, Taylor has seen Jo wear it many many times and usually it was one of Jo's favourites.

Taylor however did understand the feeling of not feeling good in an outfit very well. Maybe better than anyone else.

"Sweetie, I have an idea, I'll be back in two minutes okay?" Taylor said and Jo whined a little however she let go of Taylor.

Taylor was quick to walk over to the suit see where Jo kept her stuff, it was a mess but really what did Taylor expect from her little sister. Jo was not the tidiest person.

Taylor grabbed one of her merch shirts that would go great with the sparkly skirt Jo was wearing. And the cowboy boots.

As Taylor walked back to the bathroom she tossed Jo the shirt who didn't even move. Jo was too caught up in her own train of thoughts to even notice or care about Taylor.

"Sweetie, arms up." Taylor said helping Jo out of the crop top, only for Jo's hair to get tangled in one of the sparkles on it.

Taylor felt a hit as if she was getting Drew ready for bed but of course she wasn't gonna mention that to Jo.

As Jo was wearing the new shirt the teenager was crawling back into Taylor's lap hugging her closely.

"Sweetie, I get that you probably wants to just get out of that top, sometimes we just feel like everything looks wrong. But you looked amazing okay? And don't ever believe something different." Taylor murmured and Jo sniffled quietly

"When I wore that top I just felt so ugly and well no I mean." Jo didn't even finish the sentence and Taylor had her suspicions what Jo was gonna say how we she kept them to herself.

"Jo, you are so gorgeous and pretty and talented and smart and have such a great personality. So what if you didn't like the way you look in a top, tomorrow you will love it again, and it doesn't change anything about you." Taylir said kissing the top of Jo's head. The smell of Jo's perfume once again making her stomach twist and flip.

"Doesn't feel like it."

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After a long while of Taylor trying to comfort Jo, they finally stepped out of the bathroom. Jo still clinging to Taylor, her head on her older sisters shoulder and it was almost impossible for Taylor to walk properly.

Soon enough Drew was now also clinging to Taylor and Taylor was a bit overhelmed by everything. In ten minutes they had to leave and all this pressure just made Taylor want to throw up, or cry. Or both.

Taylor settled on the couch and before Jo could even try leaning closer to her sister Drew was already on Taylor's lap.

Taylor actually really needed to talk to Travis about something but now that didn't seem possible. She grabbed her phone for. The nearby coffee table with the phone case Jo had seemed it be the ugliest phone case in existence and she texted him

Make sure Jo eats enough during the show<3

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