I Hate You More.

Make Up or Make out?

There is one more full week of fall break and i've already been through so much. I just moved back to town, made amends with my life long enemy, then became enemy's again??? I don't even know what me and Benny are anymore. The last time we spoke was Friday and we're halfway through Sunday.

Veronica and Devora have been texting me all day but I haven't answered. I don't feel like getting out of my bed. I'm just so hurt that he would be so mad about Phillips. And I feel bad for getting mad at him.
But he was still being a dick. He doesn't own me.

"Hey mama, are you ok? You've been in your room all day." mom asks knocking on my door

"Yeah, mom i'm just tired." I reply. It's better to lie than to say "Me and Benny got into a fight about Phillips touching my hand"

"Ok, well do you want to come with me to the mall? We can stop by Sephora, my treat" she says and I can hear her smile through the door.

One thing I could NEVER turn down is a Sephora trip. That would be a crime.

"You know what? Sure, I'll get ready now." I say sitting up in my bed. I love shopping so much and I think it would help to get my mind off of things.

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As i'm finishing up getting ready I hear my mom in the living room,

"Y/n!!! Someone's here to see you!!"

"Send them to my room!" I yell back because I am NOT getting up from my chair i'm locked in on my hair right now.

A few seconds later I hear a knock on my door

"Come in!" I say and right after I do, Benny walks into my room shutting the door behind him

The last person I wanted to see was him. After our fight I don't know what to even say to him. I feel bad but i'm also angry.

"Hey, I wanna talk to you.." he says rubbing the back of his neck

"Well talk then." I scoff rolling my eyes getting up out of my chair to find my shoes

"Listen, i'm sorry for what happened the other day. I let my jealousy get the best of me and I shouldn't have. I really like you Y/n and I-"

He was cut off by my lips on his. I grab his face and start to kiss him with gentle aggression. Im so mad at him but oh he looks so good. He put one hand on my waist pulling me in closer to him while the other is holding my face.

After what feels like eternity I finally pull away, looking up at him with a smile on my face. Maybe we can forget about our dumb little fight?

"Am I forgiven?" he asks smirking at me

"Hmm I don't know we might have to see, you don't own me y'know." I answer smiling, turning around to find my shoes

"I know, Im sorry.But...what are we?" he asks walking over to my bed and taking a seat

"Maybe take me out on a date and we can discuss that then" I reply taking a seat right next to him as I start to put my shoes on.

"Ok well... me, you, tomorrow. Picnic at the park. It's not going to be as cold, so it works." he says putting his arm around me

"Mm. Y'know what? Sure." I say as I finish getting my shoes on. "Well I have to go shopping with my mom so, let's talk later?"

"Yeah, well let me walk out with you." he starts to say, "You look absolutely gorgeous today." he finishes which makes me blush.

"Not too bad yourself Rodriguez." I reply as we leave my room, together.