SHE'S THE DEMON

19

Hey guys, finally with Loren's pov I feel this chapter may not be that long but I will give it my all. We are getting closer to the end of the story so...

Let's get it.

"Woooo" I wince and glare at my sister screaming and throwing her hands in the air like a party wave, seeing my Dad's proud gaze settle on me. I shake my head and sigh. I got back home about thirty minutes ago, with a stupid grin on my face.

My sister saw my grin and started screaming around like a maniac. She ran into the kitchen from the stairs when she saw me coming in smiling. She started ranting to our mum as she was making dinner and my dad started giving me one of his I'm proud of you son looks. I haven't even said a word but they have all formed their own theories.

"None of you are even going to ask me what happened"

"Don't need to you've got that stupid smile on your face" I frown at my sister's comeback and attack her back

"What smile, my face is fine and it's just a normal smile"

"Nope, we know your normal smile. But the one you came in with, that's the smile you have when you've achieved something" Dad explains his own grin appearing.

"That and it's pretty easy to get anything from you when you are like this" I frown at Lira and she giggles sheepishly.

"It's true, you barely get angry too." I sigh at my mum and run my hand down my face my fingers briefly pause on my lips and I blush. I lower my head, my brain proceeding to torment me with flashbacks of our kiss. The way she held me and I devoured her, the sweet sounds she made when I put my tongue in her mouth.

The memory plays again and I squeeze my eyes shut urging the temptation away. The kiss was fucking magical, I haven't been kissed like that. Ever. It's almost like my soul left my freaking body. I reluctantly forced us apart and started talking about other random things before it got more heated. The way she blinked hard and fast to focus on my stories and get rid of her lust was adorable. I struggled as well and I'm glad we were able to talk.

I smile again at the memory ignoring my parents' creepy smiles, I stand up and leave the kitchen, I go to the living room and sit. I play back through the memory of our conversation and rub my index finger on my lips. Our conversation wasn't much but it was deep I talked mostly about my family and Reya listened quite well laughing and smiling when I told jokes about what Lira and I do to my parents and how we are all just annoyingly sarcastic and love to tease each other.

When I tried to ask her questions concerning her family or friends, she ended up diverting the conversation back to me and I ended up talking about myself more and learning less about her. It felt wrong for me so I tried asking about her hobbies and what she liked to do in general. She mentioned she had interests in books and classical music aside from that, nothing else. It felt weird, I asked about her mother and I felt stupid for asking when she told me she never knew her or met her. So I did what any potential boyfriend would do, I cheered her up again and talked more about myself.

She smiled at all my stories, her eyes glowing bright with intrigue but, I noticed the inner sadness, the longing and waiting, how she wanted to be there as well and feel it, the love, the care but instead she felt pain, distance, fear. I don't know how to explain it but I somehow knew that's how she felt inside. She has always been lonely from the first day I met her even till now.

That lonely aura hasn't faded, I feel it's only suppressed. The lonely aura makes me feel that she will disappear one day, vanishing forever and I won't see her again. Times when I have these thoughts, I see her smile and how she talks with her friends whom she cares a lot about then I relax and feel reassured that she will always be here.