The End Is Where I Began.

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*Sorry for the delay guys, If I haven't mentioned this before, I've changed the ages of everybody, Lucy's age remains unknown...;)*

_Lucys POV_

I heard someone calling my name in the distance. As I opened my heavy eyes, I saw a lock of blonde , spiked hair. I instantly jumped up from my position, and observed my surroundings.. 

"Lucy Heartfilia!" A voice spoke out with authority. I turned my head to see what I had done this time.

"What is it, Master Makarov?" I stare at him, oblivious to the destruction I had caused.

"We think you have some explaining to do!" He says, getting straight to the point. I notice, behind his usual carefree expression, his posture seems like he's getting ready to attack..

"Explain wha-" I remembered everything that had happened, "I don't know whether or not you'd like the truth.." I say with a dark glare, staring down at the scarred wrists.

Suddenly, a cold rush of air blew through the guild doors. 

Gray. 

"What do you know about Ur? I'm sick and tired of waiting!" He roared with little pieces of ice unconsciously coming from his body, making the temperature low.

"I guess I do owe you an explanation.." I say with a sad smirk. I made my way over to the said Ice Mage throwing him onto the floor in a sitting position. 

Sighing, I nodded at Laxus who cautiously made his way over to us, daring Gray to attack his Team Member.

"Ur's my mother. Actually, let me rephrase that. She WAS my mother. Until she gave me away. In a way, I'm glad she did, but I grew cold and distant..When I was young, when I finally broke away from where I was first being held as a power source, I thought that my mother would be at home, waiting for my long awaited return to her.. But she wasn't. She was laughing and smiling the way she only used to towards me, but when I saw who she was with, I broke down.. She had replaced me with two young boys.. I felt anger and despair along with heartbreak. So I ran. I ran as fast as my ripped feet would take me.. Then, a few days later, the village I had been staying and stealing from was attacked,burnt to the ground.. I was taken to an even darker, more miserable place than before..." I took a deep breath, "That's all you need to know, but let me remind you of this. Ur was the cause of all the dreadful things that had happened in my life. If she didn't leave me, I wouldn't have been put through what I was. I saw things that not even an adult Mage should have seen. But then again, she was the cause of who I am now. And I'm not ashamed to be called a murder, a Slayer, a Titan.. Any of those things.. Because that's who I am now and forever. Nobody can change who I am. I don't want to change. So,  after I found out that she had died protecting you and the other brat, angered me. She waisted her time on you when she could have been looking for me.. My father had been one of the best things in Ur's life. But he left her, saying he had something to accomplish. I'm proud of Ur's strength, but I'm ashamed to call her my mother, seeming as she couldn't for-fill that role in my life." I reveal, keeping my blank face on. 

I final look towards the Ice Mage's face. His face had become flushed, showing his aggravation about a little part of my past. 

Looking more closely, I notice that his eyes had become puffy with fresh tears streaming down his face.

"You look so much like her..I just wanted to stop him..He killed my parents.. My mind was blurred only with the thought of getting revenge. I thought I was strong enough to take him on.. I- I'm sorry!" Gray whispers with a tremble.

My eyes show wide at his declaration.. I stuck my hand out and patted his head gently.

"I'm sorry for being harsh.. It's just.. You wouldn't understand what I've been through..Nobody will."I final manage to say..

Suddenly I remember the most precious memory of when I first saw snow, it was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.

_Flashback_

"Mummy! Quickly, come look! IT'S SNOWING!" I yelled while running out in nothing but my socks and nightgown. I jumped around like a rabbit, trying to catch all of the icy pieces in my mouth.

"Calm down, Darling. I'm sure it will still be here tomorrow." Mother says while picking up my giggling figure up.

I snuggle into the warmth while placing my head on her shoulder.

"Mama? Do you think Papa can see the snow? I'd really like him to, it would be sad if he missed it.." I yawn quietly. 

"I'm sure he's out there. Jumping around like the mad man he is. Even if he doesn't see this, I'm sure he'll see it with us soon, when the time comes.." She replies, while taking my -now sleeping- body to bed.

_End of Flashback_

I unexpectedly feel a soft, yet large hand cross my cheek. I felt something wet running down it. When I notice what it was, I took off out of the guild. 


*Woah... That's.. Emotional.. 

1. Lyon wont be seen until a few more chapters.
2. Laxus and Lucy will start getting close soon, so don't worry LaLu fans!
3. Gray and Lucy will have a sister-brother friendship.
4.There is more to Lucy's past that still has to be revealed.
5. I'm giving Ur a husband in this story, It will be shocking to us both who it is.

Thanks for reading!*

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