Chapter - 30 New Year

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Tae's POV :

After few minutes we reached the top of the hill and were standing..........

Tae : Really such a pleasant place........ Especially at night to watch moon........

Y/n was silent for this.......
I actually don't wanted to talk anything about her past so I was silent but after few seconds........

Y/n : What made you love me Tae?

I didn't expect this from her..........

Tae : The same reason what made you love me Y/n..........

Y/n : I never loved you Tae.........

She told while she was avoiding eye contact with me.........

Tae : Can you tell the same looking into my eyes?

Y/n : Why don't you understand Tae? I can't love you....... I never did....... Please leave me....... I know training was just a reason for you to stay here......... But I don't want to waste anyone's efforts or time........ And also I don't want anyone to keep any kind of hope from me........ I am very firm with my decisions....... No one can change me..........

Tae : Then why did you used to come here and watch moon?! Why did you tell I miss you Tae each time you saw moon??

Y/n : I told all these as missing a best friend........ And just because I told all that it doesn't mean I love you.........

Tae : You are showing you are stubborn! Anyhow I am not here to argue about anything with you........ I just wanted to spend some time with you........ And be a shoulder which you expected for these years to let your tears..........

 And be a shoulder which you expected for these years to let your tears

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She became silent again for this........
Then we both sat and were watching the dark sky with just moon and stars..........
Suddenly I felt her head on my shoulder........ She is finally getting comfortable with me........
And she started crying....... It was difficult to see that but still I wanted her to let her pain out.........

Tae : Y/n......... Please don't worry....... You can cry how much you want....... But don't ever feel uncomfortable or embarassed about it........

Y/n : Why is my fate soo bad Tae?? Why it's always me?? First I lost my parents...... And then my true self! I lost my happiness, my joy, my everything! I just lost them! Why am I soo unlucky?? And top of all these!-

Y/n in mind : I can't tell you how much I love you even though I love you more than anything in this world........

Tae : It's okay Y/n...... I know the pain you are going through is unbearable....... But don't worry I am always with you! Always for you! Never think you are unlucky....... Just remember you are my lucky charm......

Y/n : Thank you Tae...... Thank you soo much........

Tae : You don't have to thank me Y/n....... Okay now stop crying and lets enjoy the eve.......

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