It's been a wild ride since I officially signed my name on that dotted line and became Derek's submissive. I've loved every single second of it. But here lately, it started to feel like the other men had me more than Derek did. I was starting to miss him.
Don't get me wrong, I absolutely loved having so much sex and my body being used and enjoyed in ways I had only ever dreamed of. It was like I was living the life I had craved. I had finally built my own fairytale. But I was missing my main purpose. I was supposed to be Derek's. But we hadn't had much alone time recently.
I had expressed this to Derek a few days ago and he looked determined to fix it. He always goes into Daddy/protector mode real quick. But, what I wasn't expecting was one Friday afternoon for him to approach me and tell me to pack a bag. We were taking a vacation. He told me he got us both approved for two whole weeks off. I was ecstatic!
He wouldn't tell me where we were going until we were on the flight. All he would tell me was that it was a secluded spot on the beach for us to completely reconnect. Just what I needed. As it turned out, we were headed to the US Virgin Islands!
Our condo was beautiful! It was all white with just some accent pieces strategically placed throughout. It had so many windows and the beach was literally right outside. I was in Heaven.
Derek sets our luggage by the front door as we enter. He takes my hand and walks us over to the couch in the living room. He sits down, but as I start to, he shakes his head 'no' and points to the open spot between his legs on the floor. So, without question, I get to my knees and get in my spot between his legs. I immediately felt the power shift and I had to try very hard to keep myself quiet as Daddy so subtly reminded me of my place.
"Now, just because this is a vacation, doesn't mean there won't be any rules. This is a reconnection vacation. We are here to strengthen our dynamic. Which very clearly has rules attached. Those rules apply here. I am still Daddy to you. You are still not allowed to cum without permission. And you will be naked this entire vacation. Our CNC agreement still stands. You have given yourself to me and I desire access at any given moment. Am I clear so far?" He looks down at me, further accentuating that power shift I felt.
"Yes Daddy. Crystal clear. I understand completely." I reply almost robotic as I look into his eyes. But he smiles at me so I don't worry about it.
"Now, I did bring your collar. Would you like it? You are not to take it off for the next two weeks, except to shower."
"Yes please Daddy. I would like that very much."
He reaches behind his back and pulls out the thin strip of leather I've come to know so well. I move my hair and lower my head as Daddy places it around my neck. I sigh in relief. Some sense of normalcy restored. This is where I'm comfortable.
"Now, Daddy's last rule is that you will suck my cock every morning. If I am up before you, this is how I will wake you. If you are up before me, you must wait for me to wake up and summon you. But either way, your lips will be wrapped around my cock to start every day. Understood?"
"Yes Daddy. Thank you for explaining my rules. I'm very grateful for you and this opportunity to reconnect with you." He smiles down at me.
"Let's get started then. Get naked and leave your clothing on top of our luggage. Daddy will deal with it later. I need some rest first." He says before getting himself comfortable across the couch, throwing one arm over his eyes. I stare at him for a second, still not believing that this Adonis of a man was mine.
Then, I quickly shed the T-shirt and sweats I wore on the plane and take them over to our luggage, leaving them there. Once done, I crawl back over to my spot on the floor by Derek. His hand blindly reaches for me and caresses my face. I kiss the inside of his wrist and he hums softly. Then I hear his voice again.

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The Secret Side of The BAU
FanfictionThe new intern at the BAU falls under the charming spell of agent Derek Morgan. But she doesn't want love, she wants to be used. Will that change though? What if they grow closer?