I Love You - B.E.

Chapter Twelve - Billie

-⚠️smut warning⚠️-

I woke up at eight and started cleaning Y/n's house. I didn't want her to wake up with a hangover and messed up the house, so I started picking it up for her. It's currently ten, and I'm still cleaning. There was trash all over the floor, cans, bottles, and wrappers. There were a lot of dishes for some reason. There were a few clothing items, too. I hear a door open, and I see Y/n walking into the kitchen. She groans and sits at the table.

"What the fuck happened?" She asks, looking around.

"There was a party last night. It was worse earlier. I've been cleaning for a couple of hours," I tell her.

"You didn't have to do that. I would've done it,"

"It's alright. It's the least I could do," I say putting away the last of the dishes. "Would like you any breakfast?"

"Just a bowl of cereal," I nod and get her a bowl of cereal. "Thanks. So, what exactly happened last night? I remember most of it. The last thing I remember is you helping me to my room. Everything after that is blank," I sighed and looked away from her.

"Um, you just went to sleep," I lie. I can't tell her that she kissed me. Or that I admitted that I have feelings for her. That would completely ruin our friendship and I don't want that.

"Oh. When did everybody leave?"

"I had them all leaving by midnight. They weren't really happy about it," she smiles. Another door opens and Cassie walks into the kitchen.

"Oh, you're still here," she says, looking at me and then sitting at the table across from Y/n. "You look like shit," she says to Y/n.

"Damn, good morning to you, too," Y/n says. I try not to laugh.

"You're little girlfriend over there kicked everybody out last night right as the party started to get good,"

"She's not my girlfriend, but it needed to happen," I look down. I don't know why I'm disappointed by that. I know I'm not. Nothing has ever even happened between us. Except for last night but that doesn't really count. She was drunk. "Billie has been cleaning the mess your friends made. You should be the one cleaning it,"

"Alright, fine, I'll clean it. Just let me shower first," Cassie says.

"And you need to find a new place to stay. You have two weeks to find something else or I'm just kicking you out," Y/n says and my jaw drops a little. Damn.

"What? You're really gonna kick me out?"

"Yes, I don't want any more parties here. Plus you've been living here almost two months now and you keep saying you're looking for a place and I know you're not. So hopefully if I give you a time limit you'll actually find something. I don't want you living with me anymore," she tells Cassie. Cassie looks pissed off and hurt.

"Fuck you, Y/n," she says and goes back to her room. Y/n looks at me and shrugs.

-

The past couple of days I've been kind of avoiding Y/n. As much as I want to see her, I can't bring myself to be around her. I keep thinking about when she kissed me and how she doesn't even remember it. Who knows if she ever will remember it? I highly doubt that she will. Would she believe me if I told her? How would she react? I sighed, grabbed my keys, and got in my car. I drove until I got to my parent's house. I walked inside and saw my dad in the living room.

"Where's mom?" I ask him. He gives me a confused look before answering.

"She's in the kitchen," I nod and walk away before he can ask me any questions. I walk into the kitchen and see my mom cooking something.