To Love A God.

Beg For Forgiveness

I feel like i'm floating. My eyes flutter open and i see his snow like skin that matches perfectly to his blue dark icy eyes, he looks like a perfect blizzard. I fall back into my peaceful slumber hearing his soft footsteps in the sand, and the night crashes of the ocean. 

I wake up to a male humming in the shower and the stove on. Tony and Thor still haven't returned home. At least i don't think so, cause Tony's hum doesn't sound like that. Loki? Is he really still here? Is he humming in Tony's shower? Is he cooking here too? I walk out into the living room, and see Loki's clothing lain stretched out. There's a huge ugly clanky hat that has huge horns on it. It reminds me of the hat Erik wears. I walk over to it and pick it up. "God how does this not hurt his head." I put it back down.

"I'm not weak like you." I hear his voice say behind me. It makes me jump out of skin, and spin around to find a fresh Loki out of the shower wrapped in only a towel. His upper body glistens. A huge smile fills his face. I can feel a full blush settling on my face. I look away from him and walk into a different room not saying a word to him. He follows me. I go into the fridge and grab some orange juice and sit down at the table. He takes whatever hes cooking out of the oven and places it down on the table at the end of the table. "Want a muffin, muffin?" He winks at me and smiles a bit. 

"Could you go get dressed please?" I ask and take a sip of my drink in order to refrain myself from looking at him. 

He slides over to the bar stool beside me and leans in closely, he gets so close enough that i could kiss him without moving, "Why do i make you uncomfortable?" He whispers in my ear. I smell the best smell that lingers on his skin. Like nothing I've smelt before. 

"Your nakedness doesn't make me uncomfortable, you do." I push away from the table and walk back outside. My body is beginning to wake up and i can feel the pain in my chest beginning to surge up again. I look out at the blue glistening water, and feel sad. Where's Tony? I need to talk to him. I hear footsteps come from behind me, and a well dressed Loki stands in front of me. "Where did you get that clothing?" I'm positive I've only seen his green armor not this nice blue suit. 

"Here." He snaps his fingers and my body gets wrapped up in an emerald skin tight ball gown. "Well don't you look stunning." He teases. 

"Please take this off." i say. He raises his eyebrow. "And put my other clothing back on." 

"As you wish." He laughs and clicks his fingers again, and i'm back in my normal outfit.

"Do you know when Tony is coming back?" I ask.

"No idea darling? Why do you plan on begging for his forgiveness?"

"I plan on talking to him. And saying sorry, I don't need to beg for forgiveness. " 

"Why because you're the queen? So you don't need to feel that sorry for hurting one of you're best friends heart. Oh wait, he doesn't have one, now i remember."

I look at Loki and wish he would just disappear,  "You're a real monster you know. Do you ever feel bad for all of the evil you've done? You're like the prince of evil." 

"Prince of mischief, and of lies, but not yet have i been crowned prince of evil. Don't get so upset that i questioned the truth of you. You should feel bad, its a humanly thing." 

"So what are you saying you don't get upset? Cause you're some alien thingy. Well at least it explains and almost justifies your coldness." 

"What is that supposed to mean?" He almost hisses at me, his voice sounds full of venom, i don't have a clue what i said but it clearly hit a soft spot. His whole body stiffens and the most horrifying glare takes over his face.