To Love A God.

Secrets

Christian is my ex husband, and is now formerly Ned's boyfriend. Christian and I were forced married a long time ago, i couldn't stand him at first, when the councils (the queens "ruler" basically decides her whole life) placed them together, he was a wealthy well known gorgeous man, that the council believed would make my love life look good. Christian was just not my type, he was into domination and he was way to controlling. We were secret swingers in the beginning of our relationship. Soon, as we started to grow, and learn more about  each other we fell in love, and when it came time to have our big day, i loved him, and we were very happy to fall in love. Some people know him as Felix or even Neil, but he's been Christian to me since day one. 

Christian holds me close, and rubs me soothingly, when i pull away i wipe my tears off, and kiss him on the cheek. "Thank you." I return over to Loki and grab his hand, "I'm very exhausted, i think i'm going to go to bed. Thank you, all of you." I pull Loki in tow with me towards the bedroom, we meet Tony before we retire, and i grab him and hug him really tight, I give him a kiss on his cheek too, and whisper in his ear that i really love him, and that he's an amazing friend. 

Me and Loki enter the  very dark room, I grab at him to come lay down with me, i crave him so much. I need to be with him. I grab his face and place a smooch on him. I love his lips so much. The coldness of them trailing on my neck and lips feel absolutely amazing. I'm so hot now from all of the "excitement" from the last hour. I throw my shirt off and then just sit there. I turn into Loki, and let him hold me tight. He kisses the back of my neck and shoulders. "What are you thinking my love?" He asks.

"I want to ask you questions."

He sighs, "Go ahead ask." 

I crawl forward and turn so im facing him, his beautiful eyes make me feel lost. I reach out and touch his face, and then lean in and kiss him. I tug at his shirt hoping he'll understand, he sighs again, and removes his shirt. I reach out and touch his chest, with both my little hands, i feel his new heart beat. "Promise not to get all mad?" His eyes squint a bit, like he's thinking too hard. 

"Sure. I'll try." Loki, says. 

"Why are you so cold? Why do you get upset about it too?"

Loki's head tilts back and he puffs out air. I squish in closer to him, and lean my head on his chest. "I'm a frost giant." He whispers, i pull back, and give him a look of absolute confusion.  "I'm not really an Asgardian, i'm a Frost Giant." 

"What's a Frost Giant?" 

"If i show you something do you promise not to freak out?" He asks quietly in my hair. 

I look back up at him, and nod. Loki stands up and walks over to the light switch and turns it on. He closes his eyes, and i watch as Loki's very pale skin, turns an ashy blue color. It makes me jump, a little  bit. Loki looks sad when he sees me jump. I stand up and walk over to him. I touch his chest, it stings my fingertips a bit, I reach up and caress his face, his pain becomes confusion. I kiss his lips, and when i pull  back and breath out a small puff of cold air blows out of  my lips. I giggle a bit. "You're beautiful Loki." I whisper. "very cold, but beautiful."  

A huge smile explodes on his face, hes astounding. "Thank you Alice." He whispers. His skin turns back to its pale beauty. "My turn to ask a question now." He pulls me on his lap, "What happened out there?" I sigh and shift uncomfortably in his lap, which makes him growl, and whisper in  my neck, "Please, baby stop that, or this conversation will be postponed." he kisses my neck then lightly nips at it. 

"Sorry." I laugh and blush. I return back to face him. I turn and face him and wrap my body around his. He grabs my hips and stands up, and lays me on the bed, and holds me pinned under him. 

"Come on, fess up. I told you a secret, now you tell me one." 

I sigh, "My mom drowned at the sea, after my little sister Meredith was murdered by my uncle."

"I thought you said you didn't like your mom, that she was evil." He whispers.

"My birth mom was evil, my adoptive mom, or whatever you want to call her, she was a saint. My uncle he drowned Meredith in the sea. And my mom kinda lost it, so she left one night, and a couple weeks later, we found out shes dead. She drowned at sea."

"Oh, Alice. Baby, that's terrible." he grabs my face and kisses me hard. "You are one tough trooper." 

I smile, and i kiss his neck. "We're both tough troopers." i run my hands through his hair. And then down the back of his body. I scratch him and he growls at me. 

"Baby." he growls. "I kiss him harder and work my way around his body with my hands but i pull away slowly when i feel a sharp pain in my chest. He pulls off of me "Go to sleep love. You've had a rough day."

I kiss him again, and wrap my arms around him. I rest my head on his cold bare chest, and listen to is heart beat for me. His heart is beating for me. Beating loudly and quickly for little ol' me. I kiss it. I have fallen for him.