To Love A God.

I Need You

Loki is home. I hear him. I hear him somewhere in the house. I wobble off of my bed and exit to the kitchen. He's near the stove cooking. When he see's me he smiles, "Missed me?"

I walk over to him and embrace him in a nice warm hug. My hand feels wet, i pull away from Loki and look down, in my hand there's blood. "Loki your bleeding."

"I know silly gose, its because i gave you my heart, and you tore it apart." He says very chimey. I look at him confused. He hands me his bloody heart, "Look it doesn't beat no more. You stopped it from doing that, the moment  you kissed Tony."

"Loki, no!" I scream. But he walks away to the beach. I follow him.

"Come with me Alice." He says, and i take his hand as we walk into the water.

"Loki i'm sorry." i cry out.

"Shhhh baby, i got you now," he holds me tight and we're dancing, his blood covers me. "You're the only women i could ever love. How could you?" He says, he gets angry, and he pushes me into the water. As he pins me down, i see his face change blue.

I bolt up in my bed, flinging the smothering blankets off of me. I'm sweating, and actually choking. I still feel his hands around my neck. I get up and walk out to the bathroom and check my neck. There's a tiny hand print where Loki's hands would have been. It scares me a bit. I walk out to the kitchen, and pour myself some ice water. It's 2 am, Tony is still asleep in his room. When it was 10 pm llast night after Tony fell asleepi snuck off in my room, with my guilt. I walk outside, into the nice cool air. I sit  down in the hammock, Tony made last  monday.

That was a terrible dream. I search the sky, the stars are still out. They remind me of glitter filling the sky. I wonder if thats where Loki is, up there? I wish he was here. I need him. I miss him. I know it wouldn't seem that way, but i really like Loki. What happened with Tony was a desperate accident. I'm praying hard that it won't happen again.

I watch the water, its smooth tonight, very calm. I walk out on the sand towards the water. I sit on the sand, where i sat the first night i was out here with Loki. I play with the sand. Come back home Loki, well, come back home to me, please.

And as if i had wished upon a shooting star, a rainbow like the one Loki had taken us into Asgard with. I jump up off the sand, and see the two bodies crash into the water. They walk there way over to me, their bodies heavy with the weight of the water and there armor. Loki smiles as soon as he sees me. I want to run to him, but think that would be too dramatic, and the water isn't humanly acceptable. He walks towards me, and lifts me up i wrap my arms around his cold drenched body, not caring about it. He kisses me hard grabbing the back of my head and keeping me pinned to his lips. Our kiss is hungry and passionate, when we pull away, we're panting, he whispers lustfully in my ear, "Did you miss me baby?" My body stiffens around him, and he can feel it. Concern fills his passionate eyes, "Whats wrong baby?"

"I had a bad dream, about us. And you said that. Yes i did miss you. I missed you a lot." I kiss him aggain, i just want him to be barried inside of me. I need him. I need his touch. I slide down his body.

He cups my face in his hand, "don't worry baby, i'm here now." he smiles.

I turn to Thor, who is smiling a huge smile, i walk over to him and hug him. "Did you miss me?" He teases with a smile.

"Of course i did." I laugh, and we walk back into the house. "Lets get you guys in dry clothes."

"Or me and you could just take off the wet ones?" Loki quietly suggests in my ears playfully, it drives shivers down my back. When we step in the house, i tell the boys to wait there and i scurry my way into Tony's room, and climb my wet body onto his bed, I pull his blankets off of him, and playfully poke at Tony.

"Pssst Tony, wake up." He stirs a little bit. "Tony." He growls a low growl, which would normally make me feel a little weak in the knees, but i push the tempting thoughts away. "Tonyyyyy." I wine. I sit ontop of him, and poke him some more. I begin to regret it though when i feel mini Tony awake. "TONY!" I smack his chest and hop off.

He jumps, "What?!" He looks confused, bot i narrow my brows at him, he sighs, and then looks embaressed, "Sorry." He says quietly.

"It's fine." I grab his hand and drag him out of bed, "Come. Come."

"Alice, where are we going?" I drag him to where Loki and Thor are still standing dripping on his floor. "Ohh. I thought you two would never be back." Tony's voice sounds everything but amused. I nudge him a little. I walk over to the light and turn it on.

"Tony." Thor says, and he walks over and shakes Tony's hand happily. I walk back over to my very quiet Loki, and wrap my arms around him again. I admire his face.

"Glad your back." Tony says blandly. He looks back at me, and his face turns cold. "Not to sound rude, but i'm tired, I will see you all in the morning." He walks grumpily away, and it makes me boil inside. But i chose to ignore Tony's crankiness, and return my attention to Loki. 

"I need you." I whisper pleadingly. A smile spreads across his face. He snaps his fingers and clothes appear in his hand.

"Here Thor. Put these on and get some rest. I'll see you in the morning." I wave goodnight to Thor and Loki takes me to bed.