To Love A God.

Home Sweet Home(Part 1)

"Home sweet home." I say to Loki as we enter through the door. I haven't been home in so long. My little blue house. I walk over to my cherry satin sofa, and plop my few belongings on it. I walk back over to Loki, "Shall i give you a tour?" I smile, and Loki nods. "First stop, here, this is my lovely living room." I gesture like im showing a new car. Loki smirks i grab his hand and stroll him into my white marble kitchen. "The kitchen, where YOU will cook."i tease, and emphasize the you. It makes Loki laugh. "I certainly don't use this room." We stroll into the library, my second favorite room of all. It has a little desk in one corner. "My second favorite room," I look at Loki, he looks rather pleased with my library. I knew he would,more than half of this room contains first editions. 

"I think i will enjoy this room too." 

I smile, "Good, come, upstairs." I grab his hand and drag him upstairs. I will leave my favorite room last, since it is the hardest to show. I show him the bathroom, the small office, and then our room. We walk into our room, the walls are a very light lilac color. My bed is a queen, it has dark purple sheets, and a million of pillows. There is a huge walk in closet, two bedside tables, a radio on a desk, and a chest at the end of my bed. 

He walks over to the chest, and lightly taps it, "Is this where you hide the dead bodies?" He smirks.

"Cute." I walk over and open the chest, "It's where i keep a few of my weapons." I open the box and you can see clothes. His eyes burrow in confusion, i lift the top layer, and under the clothes is neatly and organized array of  weapons. A dagger, a couple of pistols and some wooden stakes. 

He looks at me shocked. "I don't want to get on your bad side." 

"Wait till you see the basement then." I joke. 

He pulls me in close, "Oh baby, look at you talking dirty to me." He laughs, and kisses me. "So is this your favorite room? I think its mine." His eyebrows lift, and he smiles. Ah that beautiful smile.

"Actually no," I whisper and i look down, "I'll show you it now." I grab his hand and pull him into the last room. The doors closed, and i don't wan to open it.

Loki sees the fear and pain grow on my face, "Baby what's wrong?" He looks at me, and holds me close again. I feel tears slowly running down my face. "Hunny, sweet heart, what's wrong?" I don't answer him, i just slowly open the door. It seems like its a heavy door. It wasn't before. I walk in, and Loki follows. He looks around, and confusion kicks in further. There are two small beds, one is blue the other pink. The carpet is fuzzy, with a bear in it. There are toys in one corner, near a rocking chair, where there are books and blocks placed beside it. I walk over to it, and pick up Gabriel's blanket, and Addison's little stuffed doll. "Baby, what is this?" He asks quietly as he comes and kneels down in front of me taking my hand. 

"I had two children, Gabriel and Addison. They were the best thing, and still are the best things that have happened in my life." I look down at him.

"What happened?" 

"They were murdered." 

"Jeesh you can't catch a break can you?" He kisses my hand.

"I guess not." I stand up and walk out of the room, towing Loki with me. I shut the door, and leave the dark horrid memories in there, until im ready to fully diverge in that terrible past with Loki. "I'm thirsty, how about you?" Loki nods, and we stroll back down stairs to the kitchen. I pour two glasses of some whiskey, and hand one to Loki. We sip, and walk to my terrace. I sit Loki down in a chair, and i curl myself on top of his lap. I place my drink down, and kiss him. I don't think i could ever get enough of this. My lips kiss his neck and i bite him. 

Loki growls again, and grabs the back of my head and drags my lips to his own. When he pulls away from me his breathing is harsh, "You. Are. A. Tease." He kisses my neck, gently teasing me with his lips, and tongue. He bites my gently, and it makes me moan and shift in his lap.

"I'm a tease?" I laugh. "I think your mistaken good sir." 

he smiles, "How so?" 

"I don't think i have ever in all of my life been so hungry for a man. I'm always desiring you." I whisper.

"You have the same effect on me, love." He kisses me briskly. I lay back in his arms. We slowly watch the sunset. Quietly. 

"Lets go inside, i'll order dinner, and we'll watch a movie." I smile deviously at the movie idea in my head. Hmmmm that sounds like a good idea. We walk inside and i order some Chinese. We return upstairs in my room. I push Loki on my bed and straddle him. 

"This seems like an excellent movie." He whispers. I kiss his neck, the same spot where a nice hickey is. I laugh and climb off him.

"Looks like a vacuum got your neck."

"No, just the crazy women i love." His words make my heart beat quicker. And i blush. I turn away from him, and pop in the movie. "Whats this?" 

"You'll see" I climb up into his arms, he holds me tight, and kisses my neck. The movie starts, and it tattles on me immediately. "Traitor." I whisper. 

"Thor?" Loki asks. 

"Yes, it's a movie based on you guys i guess. I've never watched it. I want to." I hear him sigh. I turn my head up and kiss him. "I love you." I say in an innocent voice, he rolls his eyes.

"I love you too." He wraps his arms around me tighter, spooning me closer to his body. 

We watch half way through the movie, and the doorbell rings. "I'll get it." Loki says. And he leaves the room. He returns and places the food down on the desk. He brings over some of the food, and we sit down, and eat and continue to finish the movie. We watch both of them. When we finish Loki has he most peculiar look on his face. 

"What my love?" I ask. 

"That movie." he says. His eyebrows burrow in disgust and amusement. 

"I liked it. I was scared a couple times." I laugh. 

"Really when?" 

"When you were evil." 

"Darling that's me throughout both of them."

"Nuh-uh. Your so cute and innocent and loving in the beginning. In the second one, you're a hoot." 

"A hoot?" 

"Yea, you're funny. I laughed a lot in that one." I giggle remembering the flying scene. "I loved the flying scene." 

"I noticed, you were laughing a lot." He smiles. 

"Your commentary was needed." I giggle. I get up off the bed. 

"Where are you going?" 

"To the potty." I leave the room, and brush my teeth. I hear Loki behind me, and he smiles. He flicks a toothbrush in his hand, and brushes his teeth with me. It makes me laugh. I finish, and walk away, back to the room, and slip off my shorts and bra. "Much more comfy, i say to myself." 

Loki walks in behind me and he hugs me."Mmmm. Cute outfit." He breathes in my neck.