To Love A God.

Carnival

I wake up and see a very pleasing Loki, sleeping beside me. I quietly sneek out of the bed, and walk to the bathroom. I hear no movement in there, everyone must still be asleep. I enter the bathroom, and jump in the shower once i finished peeing. When i finish in there, i quietly escape back to my room, and dress. Loki still is sleeping beautifully. I walk into the living room, and see that Cap and Thor have occupied the chairs, while Ned and Christian fell asleep on the couch together, wrapped in each others arms. It's adorable. I sneak into Tony's room. He is asleep too. I walk closer to him, i love him so much. If i hadn't fallen for Loki, maybe i would've tried again with him. I walk out, and to the kitchen.

Maybe i can surprise my guests? I grab some pancake flour and make pancake batter. I pop in some bacon, and i make some scrambled eggs. I hear footsteps come up from behind me, while i work at the stove, a perfect roll out of bed, Loki stands there, with a very amused face. "I thought you couldn't cook?" he teases. He grabs my face and kisses me.

"Well your cooking lesson the other day, it really improved my cooking." i laugh.

He places his hands on my hips, and connects my body with his, he lightly kisses my neck and makes me week at the knees a little as he teases  me. Why am i always so hungry for him? I smell my pancake burning, and it makes me push away for a minute, "chef you've over cooked your pancake." he teases.

I throw that one out and place a fresh one on. "Only because you distracted me." i push him down in a chair and kiss him so passionately, when i feel his hands work there way up me, and feel his kiss become more craving i pull away. "sorry chef's busy." He growls at me, and pats my butt when i turn around. "hey, i'll kick you out of this kitchen boy." I joke.

"Is there any way i can help chef?" He winks, and licks his lips.

"Yes you can. Can i trust you?" I say as i lean into him, i touch his chest and act like i'm going to ask for a sexual favour. I grab the knife thats on the table, "This is a knife." He laughs, "I need you to use it, its job is to cut things, but today its cutting fruit. OK? Do you think you can do it?" I giggle, he places the knife down and grabs me and pulls me on his lap again. He kisses me, and runs his hands through my wet tangly curls.

"You. Are. Such. A. Tease." He growls. I hop off of him and wink.

"You only know the half of it." I laugh. I give him the fruit, and go back to concentrate on the rest of the meal. Once everything is cooked, i put it on plates. The boys are slowly waking up as i'm finishing the fruit plate, that has cool whip, and cheeries, grapes, mangos, peaches and strawberries. The boys walk in and sit down.

"Wow, did you do this?" Ned says.

"Yes sir." I say.

I feel Tony come up behind me, and he kisses the top of my head, "Good morning sunshine." He pours himself some coffee and sits beside me. "How did you sleep?" He asks.

"Very well. And you?"

"OK," he says with a smile. "How about the rest of you?"

The boys are all enjoying there meals, it pleases me. "I slept great,"Loki whispers in my ear. It makes me blush cause i can tell the guys all noticed it, they probably think we had great sex after we left. I catch Christian wink at me.

"We didn't do anything." I say.

"Mhm." he says. I roll my eyes, and pick more at the fruit.

"You made all this food, and you're not even going to eat what you cooked?" Loki asks.

"Nope, no she won't." Christian chimes in. "She never cooks and eats.

"Why?" Loki asks.

"The cooking fills me." I say quietly, why do i feel so embaressed to say that?

"Please tell me you're joking?"

"No she isn't, i wish she were." Christian says, "Thats why i never aloud her to cook."

I take another bite of a cool whipped cherry, and turn to Thor, "You looked mighty comfortable in that seat." I joke.

"I've never slept like that. Nor do i wish to ever again." He laughs.

"I didn't think it was that bad." Cap says.

I get up and walk over to the sink and begin to clean the dishes, a couple minutes in, and Loki is helping me. "Are you sick? Like anorexic?"

"No. It's just the way i am." I say.

"Jeesh, no wonder why you're so tiny." He says.

"I'm perfect weight." I reply.

"Yeah, ok." He kisses my cheek.

I hate that though. I hate when people judge my weight. I'm fine. Perfect weight for my height. Gah.

I walk into the living room, and sit on the couch where Tony is sitting reading the news on his little invisible screen. I curl up beside him, he smiles at me. "Hi beautiful." he takes his glasses off and looks at me. "Did you really not do anything?" he squints at me and laughs, i smack his leg.

"Yes i really didn't do anything." I reply.

"OK, I believe you." He says putting his hands up, like he surrenders. "What do you want to do today?" He asks.

I roll over on my back and shrug my shoulders. "I don't know yet."

"We could go racing, or hang gliding. Or watch a movie, or even play games all day. You name it, and we'll do it."

"Do what?" Cap says, as the guys enter. Loki sits at the end of the couch with my feet on his lap.

"What do you guys want to do today?" I ask.

Everyone kinda shrugs, and sits down. "Why don't we go to that new circus in town?" Ned says.

"Oooo! Theres a circus in town?" I say all excited.

"Bingo partner, you said the magic words." Christian says.

"Alrighty the circus it is." Tony says.

"Yay!" I clap my hands and i jump up.

"Everyone going?" All of the guys look at each other and shrug and nod.

"Yay, this is going to be soooo much fun." I exclaim. I grab Loki and drag him to our room, we get undressed together, and i ramble about how much i love the circus, i stop when i notice Loki is just starring at me, he has a delighted look on his face. "I'm sorry, i'm such a jabber jaws."

He laughs, and strolls over to the halfly dressed me, and cups my head in his hands, "You are the most cutest thing i have ever seen when you get this happy, and full of life. It makes me so happy to see you this way." He kisses me, and i hold him close.

I smile at him,and finish getting dressed with him. His words keep replaying in my head. He is incredible. I walk out and join the rest of the gang with Loki. My bubblegum pink dress, stands out amongst the darker blue, and grey and black outfits. "I'm the odd one out." I laugh.

"Yea, we're all goofy compared to you." Ned jokes.

"Nuh uh. But thank you." I laugh. We exit the house and head off to the circus.

When we arrive, a clown greets us. As soon as he comes up close to us though, i squeeze Loki's hand. i hear him laugh quietly at this. The clown tells us to enjoy our day, and we walk away. Once we're ear shot away, Loki stops me, "How can you like the circus but be afraid of clowns?" He asks.

"I hate clowns so much. They scare me like crazy." Loki laughs and we all walk up and see the different carni games. We play some of them Thor ends up winning me a huge stuffed puppy, and Loki wins me a necklace. We enter the huge tent, and see a women swinging from some long drapes, she is very beautiful. Next is a dancing monkey, and a man who eats swords. Then there's a heavy bearded lady who does beautiful soprano. So many acts come ang go. I fill with excitement each time. By the time the shows over we're all a bit pooped. We get in our cars and retire home. Ned and Christian and Cap have decided to go home, so it's only me, Loki, Tony and Thor who are left. We walk outside and sit at the beach.

"Did you have fun baby?" Loki asks. I nod, and lay into him, as he talks with Thor and Tony. I doze off to the  blistfull night noises. And to the beautiful happy voices of my friends.