Maybe it's time I cut my losses and move forward with the knowledge that I'm alone. Whether I ended up here through my own doing or through the manipulation of others doesn't make a difference at this point. Since family brings me nothing but pain, it's time I separate myself from them. I used to think I had someone, that someone from among them cared about me, but time showed me there was no one like that. I should detach myself from emotions and worries when it comes to them. I should let go of the thought that I could've had someone, that it could've been better. Expecting nothing, giving nothing. Not caring of being uninvited, left out, ignored, belittled, lied to or any of it. Because the less I care the less I'd hurt.
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Her Broken Sky
SpiritualA 21-year-old reflects on her past and tries to move forward in a desolate place. Holding on to the hope that there must be more in her future that will make it all worthwhile, if only to have the strength to endure her days and nights.