You Are My Unreachable Grandeur [BL]

Part 4

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I weakly opened my eyes, suddenly thinking of those years abroad.

Bao Jian Zhi happened to attend a party there, it was bitterly cold, his phone ran out of battery, so he wanted to stay at my place.

I was completely immersed in the painting competition, when I returned home, it was almost midnight.

Such a tall man, deigning to sit on the stairs, with a pitiful gaze.

"Why aren't you home?"

He seemed to be drunk, kept repeating this sentence.

"Kid, don't you have me in your heart?"

"Would you be responsible if I freeze to death at your door?"

"Would you also leave me?"

I felt very guilty, quickly helped him inside.

But the drunk Bao Jian Zhi was indeed clingy, insisted on dwelling on this point, no wonder it was rumored he rarely drank.

Later I found out, that day was his parents' death anniversary.

He would only get drunk on that day.

For the first time, I knew what heartache felt like.

It turns out the widely acclaimed young Bao Jian Zhi, wasn't invincible.

He's actually very soft-hearted.

When encountering a stray cat falling into a river, he would also bend down to help.

Everyone says he's a noble young master, but he once told me secretly: "I don't want to be admired, I still like to be the old Bao young master who had a backing."

"I was once insanely jealous of Cong An, he lived out his likes, was with the person he liked."

"Why should I bear all this?"

"I thought, the departure of loved ones was the most terrifying, later when I was betrayed by those living relatives, they all wanted to step on me to rise to the top, monopolize everything, I then knew, betrayal is the most terrifying."

"Ah Chen, will you betray me?"

Those who can stand in this position, none have it easy.

That night, I promised again and again.

No, I will never betray you.

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I greedily looked at him.

"I like you."

"I love you."

I said I liked him, he said he loved me.

14

Bao Jian Zhi sent my parents to prison.

It turns out, my dad really recognized me that day.

He had been searching for my news everywhere, Bao Jian Zhi heard the wind, found evidence from back then, sent my mom to prison along with him.

My mom initially wasn't afraid, yelling: "If you make us go to prison, might as well perish together, I'll let everyone know what kind of person he is!"

"Go ahead, I don't mind adding it to your sentence, compared to the previous one, this charge is enough to keep you inside for life."

Bao Jian Zhi caressed the cane: "I heard, you still have a seriously ill son?"

"I may not have many means, but if it's making someone disappear into thin air, it's more than enough."

This was like hitting their soft spot.

The two who were arrogant just now, now wished they could slap their own mouths.

"I beg you, don't touch my son." Dad desperately pleaded, almost kneeling.

Mom's forehead was all sweaty: "We'll keep our mouths shut, can you please ask my son to agree to donate marrow."

Bao Jian Zhi sneered: "You can't even recall his name, why do you think he would agree?"

"He's his biological brother! How can he stand by and watch him die!"

"Back then it was our fault, but what did his brother do wrong! He stands by and just watches him die, is his heart made of iron?"

I was outside all along, naturally hearing these words.

They really had no remorse at all.

So this world really has parents who don't love their own children.

Bao Jian Zhi took my hand and walked out.

"I'll make sure they never come out."

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I went to the hospital and met my brother Zhou He.

He was lying on the hospital bed, his hair all fallen out, his face so pale it was unrecognizable.

"Leaving home for so many years, you seem to be doing quite well."

"Did you cling to a wealthy person?"

"So to speak, shouldn't you be grateful to mom and dad? Otherwise, where would you be today?"

Hearing these disgusting words, I didn't even enter the door, looked at him coldly.

"You deserve it."

"You fool, what right do you have to say that!" He threw the water cup over, but unfortunately due to lack of strength, it didn't even touch me.

"I worked hard to study for so many years, and I was about to make a breakthrough! Why did I get this cursed disease, it's you! You brought this disaster!"

"Why am I living so hard, and in the end, I have nothing! Why do you do nothing and still live so well!"

I felt he was hateful, yet pitiful.

Blaming heaven and others, throughout his life, wanting everything, getting nothing.

I came with hatred, seeing him like this, I felt relieved.

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But I thought too simply, I underestimated Zhou He too much.

He used his vulnerability to drive the media and stir up public opinion, making everyone start sympathizing with him.

In an interview, he said: "My brother, after having a big fight with our parents, left home for several years, now that he's back, he sent our parents to prison, and refuses to donate marrow to me, I ask everyone to help, he can ignore me, but can he communicate properly with our parents, after all, we are family."

【My God, such a heartless and ungrateful man, sending his own parents to prison, ignoring his seriously ill brother.】

【Heard rumors, it's because of his sexual orientation issues, parents disagreed, then they had a big fight, left home, disgusting.】

【Parents wronged you, but you can't do this, raised you for over a decade, don't know how to be grateful, a thankless wretch.】

【This man is really heartless, really don't know what the point of this social scum's existence is.】

【Everyone please share, let's find this person quickly, he must pay the price!】

But this interview quickly disappeared, along with any information about me.

I know who did it.

Bao Jian Zhi came back very quickly, seeing I was fine, he sighed in relief.

"Sorry, it was my mistake."

I shook my head.

"Even I didn't expect he would hate me so much."

After all, it was they who owed me an apology.

In those days, Bao Jian Zhi stayed by my side all the time, I felt I could predict what he was going to do.

When he was about to go to the company, I grabbed his hand.

"Don't do that thing, don't stain your hands for me."

"I won't accept it."

He looked deeply at me: "Okay."