People say...."Everyrthing will be fine with time"....but I didn’t believe it....some things would never change....though time passed by blink of the eye but sometimes it felt like that incident might be happened yesterday that I could still hear it and saw it loud and clear.....though time passed but it was still there....the anger.....the insult....the betrayed
"Dr.Tang....may I come in?" a voice rang on my ears and my thought broke it was my secretary
"Yes...!" I replied and she entered
"You don't have any operation tonight....you can go home dr.Tang!" he said while handing me the schedule
"Thank you!" I said and she nodded then left
I got up from my chair and went towards the window from where I could see the whole New York city.....it was healing for me to see how the whole city always started to being dark in the night while turning off the light of every building one by one....I looked at the sky throgh the window though it was dark but I could still see the cloud on the sky
But rain....god knows when I saw rain last time in my eyes....these day's rain were also moody as people....never came in time.....I took off the apron from my body and left from the room as it was late at night....I would be happy if someone allowed me to stay in the hospital....I mean being a Cardio thoracic surgeon was like hospital started to felt like home than the real home
I went back to the condo and went to my room then took a shower then massages Fot and told him to wake me up the next morning....as soon as my body fell on the bed I fell asleep
"Aiiii Phuuuu.......!!!......open the doorrrr!" heard a sound I quickly got up and opened the door
"Pelai ai Fot...?" as I opened I saw Fot
"Au....didn’t you tell me last night to wake you up this morning huh?" he asked annoyingly and walked towards the kitchen
"Aw....khob khun....!" I said and also got out of the room
After that Fot made coffee for us and we sat on the table
"So....you accepted the letter already?" Fot asked while sipping on his cup
"Chai....!" I said while looking at the cup
"Then when you’re going?" he again asked while got up
"Next week!" I replied while looking at my phone
"Aww....that's too early!" he said while pouting and I couldn’t help but smiled
"Okay....I've been shooting....jai kan naa!!" he said and left
I got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower.....after taking a shower I got ready and left for the hospital....currently I was working in a hospital in New York city but in a week I was shipping Thailand.....the country I loved the most once and hated the most now
But actually I received the offer letter I was missing a person so much and he was waiting for me....my only family paa....paa was now living in Phuket in Thailand and he opened a little cafe there.....I came here with Fot ten years ago....yeah Fourth's father I mean uncle Mix helped me very much with the tuitions that I got admission in New York University and I shipped with Fot as he also got admission in the same uni
Since then Fot and I have been living together in one condo which was Fot's father's....as he was a doctor so he had to come abroad many times so he had a condo and he allowed me to live here....I also didn’t deny it as I had to be established no matter what.....for me paa suffered a lot also my yiaa died beacuse of heart disease ....after her death I made up my mind that I would be a Cardio thoracic surgeon
Honestly I didn’t want to go back to Thailand but I really wanted to see my paa in person....in these years he has been living by himself all alone and I would never forget the reason why we had to live like that....if we didn’t have to leave Bangkok....things wouldn’t be this much worse....we suffered a lot...my pa and yiaa suffered a lot....I will never forget that face of my paaa....I saw him being the most helpless person in front of my eyes
As soon as I entered my cabin my secretary handed me the schedule for that day and I started to do my work....I had three operations that day though many other surgeons would be with me....after finishing all operations I came back to my cabin and looking at my phone I noticed it was already late at night.....my life was like running.....Even I didn’t know where to go
I was feeling so exhausted so I leaned on my chair while closing my eyes....though I already drank almost fifteen cups of coffee but I was feeling so sleepy....as I leaned suddenly my phone rang and looking at it I saw it was paa so I quickly pick it up
"Swaddikhrub paa!"
"Swaddi lun....busy?"
"Paw khrub.....how have you been paa!"
"Aww...I just closed the cafe....did you eat?"
"Uh...khr...."
"no need to lie naa....I know you're busy now....I won't yell at you....but try to eat at time na!"
"Khrub paa!"
"Okay then fan dee naa....don't forget to take a rest huh!"
"Dai chee....fan dee naa!"
After that I cut the call and again leaned on my back and suddenly my past flashed on my mind
Flash back(1)
Twelve years ago
Graduation dayI woke up and got ready as it was my graduation day....though I wasn’t feeling going but I had to take the certificate and the transpar certificate
"Hey Phu....you and uncle Gun are leaving Bagkok with your yiaa?" Fourth asked as soon as I entered the school
"Umm...chai!" I replied with a soft tone
"But your yiaa is so sick naa...if she need to admitted in the hospital in emergency what will you do?" he asked worriedly
"Don't worry na...paa will handle!" I said while patting his shoulder
After that both of us standed there for a while and the teacher started call my name and of course with Dunk but as I was about go the stage suddenly my phone rang and I noticed it was paa so I quickly pick it up
"Hallo....p....!"
"Lun....come to hospital right now your yiaa got a heart attack!"
He said and immediately cut the call....heard him my heart started beating and I was shaking....unknowingly I started to cry and while talking to paa Fot heard all things and he immediately called a cab and we hopped in the car and reached at the hospital
"Paa....how is yiaa?" I asked while running towards paa and saw me he immediately hugged me
"Lun...stay here na....I'm going to manage money naa!"
he said and ran....I noticed that he was shaking and sweating...his hand was cold and his eyes were full of tears....where he was going to manage money....there was nothing left for us....either the house not the restaurant...that's why we were leaving the city that day....though yiaa needed someone but doctors were there so while requesting Fot to stay there I ran behind paa
"Paa...I'll go with you!" I said from his behind and he didn’t say anything just nodded and we hopped in the car
After a while the car stopped in front of an office and both of us went inside....paa took me to a room and we sat on a chair while waiting for someone....and after a while a young man came and sat in front of paa and me
"I told you to leave the city in one day....you're still here?" he asked with a cold tone
"Mr.Jumpol....I came here to ask you for some money....you can take my bike!" paa said and I looked at him shockingly
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