𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑰𝑬𝑺 ✍

CHAPTER-42

After hearing Dunk Phuwin felt like suddenly everything stopped in front of him....he couldn’t processed what he just heard...he couldn’t know how to react or how to feel in this situation...tears rolling down from his eyes continuously and he was just standing there while looking at the person in front of him...the person just confessed to him whom he used to love once...and...who know if there was still a small feelings Phuwin had for Dunk...he just didn’t want to grow it...he hated him now...he didn’t want himself to got weak in front of the person who betrayed him

He couldn’t say anything...what should he actually say...he ran...immediately ran from there didn’t want to show his reaction to Dunk...he hurriedly came to his car hopping in and drove himself home...while driving he cried...he himself didn’t know why but he screamed while crying...kept crying untill he arrived at his home

as he arrived at the home he got out of the car...it was raining heavily in Bangkok that time...and it's kinda convenient for him that if anyone saw him that time they couldn’t catch him while crying...he start walking in the rain while crying...why he was crying this much...he was cursing himself for it...he didn’t want to feel it...he didn’t want to cry...but his heart was against him it was hurting

He slowly entered the house and didn’t let anyone get that he returned and also it was midnight so he just directly came to his room quietly and went bathroom to freshened up...after that he came out and laid on the bed...and thought if his fate was mocking him...when he wanted to love he only received hate,pain,betrayed and now when he  want to hate they wanted to love him...why...he cried like a baby under the pillow untill sleep appeared in his eyes

At the hospital Dunk was still crying while sitting like that even after Phuwin left...he kept staring at the way Phuwin left but he couldn’t get up nor stopped Phuwin...somehow he was feeling very guilty...how he and his family just ruined someone's life and didn’t even have any idea about it...now he was feeling hopeless...he knew that Phuwin hated him but seeing his anger and hated from in front the first time he could feel it now...Phuwin's words were continuously buzzing in his ears

("Situation what huh....SITUATION WHAT.....DO YOU EVEN HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOUR FAMILY DID HUHHHHH...HOW WE SURVIVED HUH....HAVE ANY IDEA ABOUT IT....IT WASN'T JUST A SITUATION!!!"

"NOW YOU’RE ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS FOR WHATTTT....HUH...FOR WHAAATTTT......YOU LITERALLY BETRAYED ON ME...BULLIED ME IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL...MADE ME AND MY FAMILY HOMELESS IN OVERNIGHT...AND NOW....HOW DARE YOU TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS HUHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!")

He screamed while crying and threw all the staff from the table in frustration....his eyes were getting red like blood and he was burning from inside that he hit on the wall by his hand and kept hitting like this till it started bleeding... he stopped and again sat on the ground while crying his heart was aching like hell...he only knew how much it ached in these twelve years...how many time he cried for his love....how much he regretted for his deed 

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One week Later

It's been one week now since Dunk confessed to Phuwin...Phuwin now wanted to go back to the USA...so he already applied for it...but as there were no doctors so he had to hold until another doctor joined...so Phuwin had no choice but had to go to the hospital....but in this week's Phuwin went to the hospital but came back home in the afternoon so that he hadn’t have to stay at night and faced Dunk

he told Ms.Meena to rearrange his schedule so that he couldn’t check up after evening...so Ms.Meena rearranged his schedule like that...but he had to stay in the hospital till night two days in the week for operation...and it's not possible that he didn’t meet Dunk at the hospital as they had to operation together but he tried his best to stay away from Dunk

whenever they met Phuwin could get that a pair of eyes were always looking at him but he never looked back...he held himself from looking at Dunk...Dunk could understand that Phuwin was trying to avoid him but he couldn’t get any chance to talk with him as he could only meet Phuwin in the OT otherwise when he had got free Phuwin already left by those time so he couldn’t find Phuwin...Dunk was just expecting at least an answer from Phuwin but Phuwin choose to stay quiet and just ignore this matter

though Dunk knew Phuwin hated him still he couldn’t let him go like this...he couldn’t forget how Phuwin took care of him the whole night that day...Dunk slept on his lap the whole night but Phuwin didn’t wake him up instead he slept while sitting there....how Dunk believed that Phuwin hated him...if he hated him that much why he didn’t left Dunk like that...why he stayed at the hospital the whole night....he was trying to talk with Phuwin desperately

This week Dunk stopped talking with his family that his fathers were now wondering what happened to Dunk so sudden...though Dunk wanted to ask his fathers why they did that but somehow he couldn’t as he knew that in school time he was the main reason for whom his family started hate Phuwin and his family...he always complained his parents why they couldn’t make out that poor boy from the school...why he had to competed with that boy....how a poor guy was beating him in everything when his parents had powers to made him out from the school anytime

So all Dunk could just stop talking to his parents....he was feeling so disgusted about his own deed...he hadn’t any idea that his uncle Off would do that kind of thing...though he didn’t know the actual issue between Off and Gun but still he was now hating Off also...he wanted to apologize to Gun also from his family and him...but he didn’t know where Gun was also he didn’t know the address of Phuwin's house though he asked Gemini for that but Gemini didn’t give him as he knew that Fot would be mad after knowing that....also Phuwin might feel awkward if he could know that without his permission Gemini gave his address to Dunk