𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑰𝑬𝑺 ✍

CHAPTER -34

"Come in!" Softy said from inside as I knocked on the door of his cabin...and heard that I slowly opened the door and entered

As I came to the hospital this morning I immediately started to do my work and got so busy that I couldn’t return to Softy's phone....so after finishing some of my work I immediately came to his room as I still had some work...and it might take time till late night...and as it was evening so I decided to go his cabin then

"Khrab...anythi...??" he looked up and might say something but as saw me he suddenly stopped and again looked at his computer screen then spoke

"You can keep it on the table..!!" he said with a sharp tone without looking at me...he already got that I went to return  his phone

"What..??" he again said as I was standing there while looking at him doing nothing...my heart was beating so fast that I couldn’t talk but heard him I spoke

"Ca...can we talk a little!!" I said with a calm tone...and heard me he got quiet for a moment then suddenly got up and spoke

"I have to go for a check up...excuse me!!" he just unheard me and said without looking at me

"Sof...Softy!" he was about to leave but stopped as I called him

"Please listen to me for once at least...last night...!!" I couldn't finish he interrupted immediately

"Thank you for saving me last night...now you can leave!!" he said while hurriedly grabbing his files and suit

"I have something to tell you...Please hear me once Soft...!!" I couldn’t finish he interrupted again

"Dr.Phuwin...Phuwin Tangsakyuen...I have a name!!" he said again with a sharp tone while glazing at me and heard him I got quiet and don't know why but I felt hurt...his hate for me was clearly showing in his eyes...did he hate me so much that he wasn’t even ready to listen to a word from me for once...I couldn’t say anything but just standing there while looking at him

"May I come in Dr.?" someone knocked the door

"I think you’re done here...!!" he said with a heavy tone while looking at me and I got that wanted me to leave so without saying anything I just took out his phone from my pocket and immediately left...and came to my cabin...I was feeling like screaming...my chest was hurting and I couldn’t take it

I knew that I really did wrong to him...but I was suffering for my deed...I really suffered a lot in these years...I was really sorry...but I couldn’t say for once..but he wasn’t ready to listen to me...didn’t he notice anything in my eyes...didn’t he notice just for once my love for him... how I was suffering from inside for him...I really couldn’t take it anymore that tears started rolling from my eyes...couldn’t he forgive me...how would I tell him how much I love him...how I waited twelve years for him

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Phuwin pov

I was sitting in my cabin while checking some of my patients conditions and suddenly I heard someone knocked on my door so I immediately told him to come in but as I saw it was Dunk...and as I saw him I got that he might came to returned my phone so I directly hit the point...but I don't know why he was just standing there doing nothing

I knew that I talked to him rudely but I really didn’t want to talk to him nicely....yes I shouted at him as I heard the word Softy...my blood immediately started boiling as he called me by that word...I was Soft that's why he used to call me by this...and he smoothly took the opportunity of my softness and made me stony...I was done with that word...I didn’t want to heard that anymore...and after seeing my behaviour if anyone asked me if I still remembered his deed he did with me...I would say yes I still remember and I would never forget his deed

After he left unknowingly I cried...I didn’t want to cry but still tears didn’t stop...sometimes I hate myself to thinking that I already fell for him...I really hate that feeling I felt for him...whenever I remember those times I couldn’t help but curse myself for falling for a hiyaa like him...I was a stupid...it might be all my fault...if I didn’t believe him that time Pa hadn’t had to face those problems...and he was now behaving like nothing happened...he didn’t even feel guilty about that...then what should I do...whenever I saw him my past immediately flased on my mind...I hate him...I really hate him...I would never forgive him nor his family

I was thinking of those things and tears kept rolling down by my cheeks...but my thought broke as suddenly my phone rang and as I looked at it I saw it was Fot so I immediately swiped my eyes then received

"He..llo!"

"Ai Phu...why are not receiving my phone huh??"

"Um...I was...busy..!"

"Ow...um when you'll return home tonight?? "

"Um...mai loo...thamaya??"

"Um...please come home early na...I am feeling kinda nervous don't know why!!"

"Oho...ai Fot Gemini is coming for dinner not fixing your marriage with him na ja...why are you feeling nervous??"

"Aii shaat...shut up and come home quickly you stupid Tang!!!"

"Ai dia....ooo..!!" (cut the call)

As he hung up the call I couldn’t help but smiled a little...he definitely felt shy...I knew him...though he didn’t tell me but I could tell just by seeing him that he might started liking Gemini...and to be honest I was really happy for him...since our school Gemini like Fot I knew...and Fot might also like him by this time if we didn’t left this country that time...Fot kept hating them just for me...just because Gemini was Dunk's friend Fot never bothered to look at him for once

I looked at my watch and saw it was 9:30...and it wasn’t time to left the hospital yet so I again started to doing my work...and in no time Ms.Meena came and told me that a patients admitted a while ago we had to go for emergency operation so I quickly grabbed my things went to dressing room...got ready to for the operation  then immediately entered to OT...and after a while Dunk also entered so we started the operation immediately