𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑰𝑬𝑺 ✍

CHAPTER -44

Dunk pov

My eyes opened in the morning with the sound of phone ring...and as I received it Joong spoke and told me that today was Lookjan's birthday so I had to go at night...so I told him that if I had time I would inform him...after talking to him I got up and went to the bathroom to take shower and as I came out I got ready to go to the hospital...as I finished I came downstairs and sat on dining table to had my breakfast

"Good morning my son...!!" I was eating quietly and suddenly Dad New came and said while kissing on my forehead and Dad Tay sat in front of me while smiling...but seeing them my blood started boiling immediately that I stopped eating and got up

"Au pelaya lun...??" Dad New asked as he saw me

"I'm done!" I said and about to leave but stopped as Dad Tay asked

"Diao...is something wrong...why you behaving like this lun??"

"Chai...are you mad at us somehow baby??" Dad New nodded and asked

I wanted to say something but I didn’t know why I couldn’t say a word to them but just standing there...I was guilty as I knew that I also hurt Phuwin but I never wanted my family to ruin him and his family like that...but I was childish then but they were adults...how could they do that

"Dunk....pelaya lun are you okay??" my thought broke as Dad new shaked me and asked with a little loudly

"I'm getting late!" I said without looking at them and left hurriedly

I might have should say something to them but I really didn’t have any idea what to say...would they understand if I told them that what they did was wrong...if they ever felt guilty about it

After arriving at the hospital I started checked up patients...though I was in work still I was looking for Phuwin continuously...I couldn’t get how he managed himself to hide from me while working at the same place...for a moment I was feeling like Phuwin might stopped coming to the hospital but as I asked Ms.Meena she told me that Phuwin came in the early morning...so I would talk to him after checking up I thought...after finishing I directly went to Phuwin's room as I was feeling so restless from inside...I wanted to talk to him...I wanted to ask him if he never felt anything for me

I entered his room as knocking for a moment I couldn’t hear any response from inside but all I found was an empty cabin...he wasn’t there...he might was in the check up room then...so I return to my cabin....I didn’t know why but I was feeling like crying while screaming then....I removed my tie aggressively and threw it away...and after that I sat on my chair and leaned against it while closing my eyes...I could wait for him till we met...but even before evening Ms.Meena informed me that Phuwin already left...heard her I sigh!!...I couldn’t do anything except wait for the time when I could meet him and talk to him

I again started working as today wasn’t any operation...and after all of my work done I decided to leave as I was feeling tired also Pond, Joong, Perth were calling me frequently to go to the bar...so I took my leave and came to my home....took a quick shower then wear a simple suit and leave...but when I arrived there the party was already started so I went to them and sat beside Lookjan while giving her a gift and wishing her

"Happy Birthday!!"

"Huiii...our late comer!!" Perth said while patting my shoulder

"khob khun na khaaa!!" Lookjan said while taking the gift

"Dr.Dunk....long time no see huhh...I thought you died already!!" Ohm said with a chuckle and heard him I got that he was mocking me...but I just unheard him and started drinking

"Hui aii Dunk....Gem introduced his faen with us...don't you want to meet him aii Dunk!!" suddenly Lookjan said while pointing in front of her and looked at the way with a confused face but I stopped immediately as I got shocked to see the person......it was Phuwin's friend....Fourth!!!

"Chai....ai Dunk um he is my.....faen Fourth...you know him na!!" Gem said while looking at me and I also kept looking at Gem with a confused face for a moment...since when they became lovers...then I was wrong that Fourth and Phuwin were dating

"Aii Dunk...why you get silent huh...are you feeling lonely that you don’t have any faen???"Ohm again said with a mocking tone that I glared at him

"Shiaa...you also should find a faen oyee...otherwise you'll die single aii Dunk!!" Lookjan said while hitting my arm and heard her I looked at Fourth and spoke calmly

"Swa...ddi... kru..b!!!" I said to Fourth but he just nodded his head with a mad face then looked away that I immediately got he wasn’t happy to see me

I was drinking quietly and while drinking I could get that Fourth was looking at me frequently with a tense look...I didn’t know why so I got up to go the bathroom but as I got up he also got up immediately and spoke kinda loudly

"Um aii Gem I think I should leave...um you guys enjoy!!"

"Thamaya...okay then I'll drop you!!" Gem said while also getting up

"Mai pan rai I can go na!!" Fourth said

"No...I'm going with you na but...where is Phu...!!!" Gem was looking around and about to say something but Fourth interrupted him...also I couldn’t hear Gem clearly as the music was so loud

"Um okay let's go...!!" said that he started dragging Gem...I didn’t know why but somehow I found his behaviour so weird...but still I unseen it and went to the washroom...I couldn’t process it if I heard something like Phu...thinking that I entered the washroom and splashed some water on my face but suddenly I stopped as I saw Phuwin came out from the toilet...he stood beside me and started washing his hands and also splashed water on his face while closing his eyes

I was just looking at him through the mirror without saying anything while standing like a statue and my heart started beating fast immediately...and in no time as he looked at the mirror our eyes met....and for a moment the earth stopped around me like it was the first time ever he directly looked at my eyes...my heart was pounding like it would burst anytime...he was looking at me and I also couldn’t take off my eyes nor move my body

After a while our eyes broke as suddenly he moved away his eyes from me...I also looked down and my heart was still beating...I wanted to talk to him but didn’t know why whenever I came in front of him I became so weak that I couldn’t say anything...and in no time without even paying me any attention Phuwin left from there in front of me that I also ran behind him

"Phu...win diao... Diao...Phuwin!! "

"I want to talk to you...you can't ignore me like this!!!"

"Phuwin...listen....Please for once!!!"

I was calling him from behind  continuously trying to stop him...but the more I was calling the more speedily he was walking and like that we both came out from the bar...he was still walking fastly while totally unheard me

"Phuwin....diaoooo....you have to talk to me....you can't do this to me!!"

"Please give me a chance Phuwin!! "

"AT LEAST GIVE ME A CHANCE TO FIX EVERYTHING!!" I kept calling him but he didn’t stop so I grabbed his hand while shouting

"YOU THINK YOU CAN FIX HUHHHHH!!!" he immediately snatched he hand from me while also shouting and I got quiet as I saw after shouting he burst into crying