𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑰𝑬𝑺 ✍

CHAPTER -49

Dunk pov

As I woke up in the morning I was feeling a headache...and I knew why I was feeling like this...after the day I confessed to Phuwin I couldn’t sleep properly....lately I felt kinda restless all the time that I couldn’t do anything peacefully...I just wanted to talk to Phuwin wanted to short out all the things...I couldn’t sleep peacefully untill Phuwin forgave me...but I didn’t know what should I do...so I asked Gem for help but he refused me immediately and told me to talk to Fourth

At first I really didn’t know what to say to Fourth or why I should ask for help from him...but I didn’t have any choice but asked for help from Fourth so as I asked Gem he made Fourth and me met...but as I met Fourth I learned that he also hated me as much as Phuwin...and I got them...I hurt his best friend so he had the right to be mad at me...but it's a little relief that at least he gave me a chance to explain things and finally he agreed to helped me...though I knew I should short all the things directly with Phuwin..but I saw Phuwin's hate for me...he didn’t even want to see me how would I talk to him

I was thinking of those things and suddenly my thought broke as someone knocked on my door

"Come in!" I said while getting up from bed and as the door opened I saw it was Dad New

"Good morning my handsome son...!!" dad said and hugged me from behind but I immediately released myself and turned around and asked

"Need something?? "

"Oho...now you're talking to your dad like this humm...pelaya lun huh...did I do something wrong...why are you mad at us ja??" dad asked while grabbing my hand and heard him my blood boiled immediately that I frowned my eye brows while glazing at him

Chai I was mad at them I was really feeling like screaming while saying what they did wrong...but I didn’t know what was stopping me from doing that...I couldn’t say anything not even a word

"Dunk...pelaya baby??" dad asked again while shaking me a little that my thought broke and I immediately snatched my hand from him and spoke

"No...th...thing...I have to get ready for the hospital...!"I said that I directly went to the bathroom

"Dunk...diao lun..talk with dad!!!" dad shouted a little behind me but I didn’t respond nor stopped

I might sound rude but it's the truth that they ruined someone's life and let them suffer so as their son was suffering from ages...it might be that what we called KARMA...they hadn't even any idea how much I was suffering for that boy whose  life destroyed by them...and they would never understand...but it's hurting me...I really couldn’t take it anymore...I was going crazy...I was dying....my eyes got teary while thinking of those things

After taking a shower I came out...and in no time my phone was vibrant and as I took a look it was Ms.Meena who sent me my schedule for the day...so after checking the schedule I saw I didn’t have many patients to check up today so I decided to go to the hospital a little bit late...so I took a pain killer as I was still having headache and laid down on the bed...but still I couldn’t sleep even after an hour so I got up and got ready to go to the hospital

As I arrived at the hospital I came to my office room and saw Ms.Meena was doing  some work in my room...and as I asked her about Phuwin she informed me that he already  went for check up so I couldn’t do anything but sitting in my cabin and checking some patients files...after doing work for almost three hours I went to the hospital canteen to grab something as I didn’t eat anything since morning so I was feeling hungry....as I went there I was looking around as I was expecting Phuwin but he didn’t come to the canteen...so I grabbed a light meal then returned to my cabin took the dr. suit and went for checked up the patients

After around 4:00 pm I came back and got ready for the operation and as I entered the OT I saw Phuwin was already in...but I couldn’t talk to him nor he looked at me for once...we just jumped into do the operation without saying anything...as the operation finished Phuwin left the OT immediately...I knew that he was ignoring me...it was obvious...also I knew that it's all my fault that he was ignoring me still it was hurting me...how he was acting like I didn’t even exist...he didn’t look at me even not by accident...I couldn’t take it anymore...I wanted to talk to him but....

As he left I also left behind him but before I could enter he locked the washroom door...so I was standing there while waiting for him to came out...but suddenly he opened it that we bumped into each other...but there was the same before I could say anything he just ran...he didn’t give me any chance to talk to him...I wanted to go to his cabin but I went to the changing room first as I was still wearing the scrubs...but as I went there I suddenly felt a little dizzy that I sat on the floor while leaning against the wall immediately...and kept sitting like that for a moment while closing my eyes but I didn’t know when I asleep there...might because of the pain killer I thought

Suddenly my eyes opened and I found that somehow I fell asleep...so I was just about to get up but suddenly the light turned on and I saw Phuwin...and I didn’t know what I was thinking that I stopped and again closed my eyes...I could feel that he was walking slowly but after a while I heard a loud sound...and I didn’t know why but I felt like he did purposely to just wake me up...so I opened my eyes slightly and grabbed him by his hand to stop him as he was about to left...but somehow he lost his balanced and fell on me... my eyes were closed but I could feel his breath that my heart started beating unconditionally

I gulped that I couldn’t take that moment...I was holding his hand that I didn’t want to leave..I...I was feeling like hugging him tightly and took him in my arms for forever...and I didn’t know why suddenly some weird kinds of things started roaming around my head that my heart started beating even fast... but immediately I broke my own thought and managed myself from not thinking those things and immediately opened my eyes while speaking...but he snatched his hand from me and again left