𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑰𝑬𝑺 ✍

CHAPTER -46

Phuwin pov

As Fot said I couldn’t say no to him as I thought though Gemini was a good guy still I couldn’t let Fot on him fully...also Fot was new in Thailand he didn’t know any bar here...me neither but at least there would a safe if I would go with him so I agreed to go with him....also I thought that I might have should take some break from my busy life and should refreshing myself as I was feeling very heavy for some days

After the day Dunk confessed I didn’t face him for once...actually to be frank I didn’t dare to...it might have been a lie if I said that I didn’t feel anything when he said those words...I felt...I felt very hurt and didn’t know why...maybe there was still something that I.....I was afraiding if I became fool again...I didn’t want to believe him again...I didn’t want to be betrayed again so I thought it would be good if I disappeared in front of him so I applied for resignation also in this week I tried my best to avoid him and for that I had very problem to go to the hospital....I wanted to go back USA as soon as possible...I shouldn’t come back here

After arriving at the bar I didn’t know why but as I saw Dunk's friends I immediately started feeling uncomfortable though I knew that they would be there still I couldn’t stand...so I excused myself and came to the bar center...I was drinking quietly and suddenly a girl bumped on me and dropped a glass of alcohol on my shirt which was in her hand...seeing her I got that she was drunk so I didn’t say anything and went to the washroom to clean it up

after cleaning the shirt I went to toilets...as I got out from there I was washing my hand and suddenly my eyes fell on the mirror and I saw Dunk who was looking at me through the mirror...I didn’t know for how long we were looking at each other...suddenly I realized  that I was looking at him so I immediately moved my eyes away and immediately left from there

I didn’t know for what Dunk was calling me from behind so I was walking as fast as I could and unknowingly I came out from the bar but Dunk was still behind me...I didn’t know if I was rude but I really didn’t want to be involved with him anymore....I yelled at him and shouted I didn’t know why his words were hurting me...I couldn’t take those words from him...how easily he said that he would fix everything...how he would do that...I didn’t want to believe him...I trusted his word once and he fooled me...just for him I couldn’t believe anyone in my life anymore

I didn’t want him in my life again...so I tried to chase him away....I didn’t want my old feelings to resurface...I was already so tired to cursed myself for believing his words then...I didn’t want to regret again...it's hurt...I suffered a lot in these twelve years...I just wanted peace in my life

After arguing with him I ran from there...I didn’t know where to go but still I ran I just wanted to go anywhere but him..so I kept running....I didn’t know why tears were continuously rolling down from my eyes even while running...I didn’t want to cry but unknowingly I kept crying...I was swiping my eyes harshly to stop tears but they didn’t stop....I was trying to run fast but I couldn’t as it was raining heavily...after walking for a moment I stopped and stood under the shelter of a shop...I really couldn’t understand why rain always happened whenever I met Dunk since our school days...and it's the reason for what I hated that weather...it’s always reminded me of my own stupidity

I was standing there quietly didn’t know what I was thinking...I kept standing there without moving nor blinking...tears were still rolling down stubbornly so I just let them be...suddenly everything messed up...it shouldn’t happen....we shouldn’t meet again...I really didn’t know why my destiny was so chaotic...every time it's messed up...I was thinking about so many things while standing there and suddenly my thought broke as my phone rang and as I looked at it I saw Fot was calling me so I immediately swiped my tears took a deep breathe and received it

"Hello...aii Phuu unai huhhh...why weren’t you receiving my calls??"

"Um...mm...I just..!"

"Alaii aii Phu...unaii??"

"Um...actu..ally...I was getting bored...so I came out for a walk but suddenly the rain started..so I got stuck..!"

"Aw...ok..but...where are you right now??"

"Um...I'm...I...yea...it's a store..um...name 'Shop Savvy'...I'm...in front it!!"

"Huh....unai...aha...okay kay...wait there we're coming...okay!!"

"Khrap!" (cut the call)

I almost forgot that I came to bar with Fot...I made him worried for nothing...after hanging the call I sat on a bench as my legs were shaking so suddenly...and while sitting there I leaned a little against the wall and unknowingly I felt asleep like that

"Phu...aii Phu are you okay??" my eyes opened as I heard someone was calling me and as I looked I saw Fot and Gemini were standing in front of me but before I could say anything Fot started questioning

"Pelaya aii Phu...you're all wet...what happened huh are you crying huh...why your eyes are so red??''

"Cai en Fot let him talk na jaa!!" Gemini said and Fot stopped

"Oww...okay tell me what happened to you??"

"I'm okay aii Fot...don't worry na!!" I said while getting up but I could see that Fot didn’t believe in my word

"Okay let's go home!!" Fot said and grabbed my hand forcedly...after that we hopped in Gemini's car and after half an hour we arrived at home...so we said bye to Gemini and entered the house

"Diao!" I was about to go to my room but Fot stopped me so I looked at him with a serious face as I knew he would definitely asked what happened to me

"You’re crying...thamya huh??" he asked with a calm tone but I didn’t look at him as I was again feeling like crying as he asked

"What happened aii Phu...tell me na...you’re behaving so strange lately...I'm your best friend oye...just tell me what's going on??" he said a little loudly while folding his hands so I tried to speak

"Nothing happened to me aii Fot...just..nothing I'm okay!!" I said while  taking a glass to drink water trying to avoid his question

"Mai...you're not...I'll tell uncle Gun if you’re not telling me anything!!" he said with a mad tone

"No...ai Fot I'm telling you that I'm okay...it's just I'm not feeling comfortable in Thailand!!" I said while sitting on a chair

"Hu...why...anything wrong...??" heard me he also sat in front of me and asked with a worried tone

"Pau...nothing wrong!!"

"So...what do you want to do now??"

"Um...I...I want to go back to the USA...also you have to return in three month so I decided to go with you!!" I said within a breath without looking at him as tears were still in my eyes

"Aii Phu...see you’re still crying tell me na ja...I'm also about to cry for you aii shaat!!" said that he got up and immediately hugged me

"I don't want to stay here anymore aii Fot...it’s suffocated...I can't take it!!" I said and this time I couldn't help but burst into cry

"Aii Phu don't cry na!!"

"Okay..okay...mai pan rai...we'll return soon na...mai pan rai!!" he said while rubbing my head and I just kept crying while holding him for a moment

After a while we broke the hug and I went to my room and took a shower then fell asleep as I was feeling so tired of crying