Yoongi wasn't angry at Jin. He was angry at himself. The way he felt when he saw the footage. He shouldn't be excited about his boyfriend kissing someone. He should be jealous and possessive over his boyfriend. But no, he felt anticipation.
Jimin is beautiful. Yoongi had liked him since he know him, in a platonic way. But the joy he felt after watching his hyung kissing the younger, is saying otherwise. He don't think he love Jimin romantically. They had only known Jimin for a couple of weeks. How can he fell in love with someone in this short period. But he know what he feels towards Jimin is not platonic either. It's something between them, that he don't understand.
Yoongi was frustrated because of those thoughts running through his head. With that he wanted to know why did Jin kissed their neighbor.
He remembered the look on Jimin's face before leaving BTS, yesterday. There was tears in his eyes. Did his boyfriend forced the younger. Yoongi know the older will never do something like that. But he wants yo know what happened. That's why he rushed to Jin and confronted him.
But after hearing Jin, Yoongi's heart clenched. Jin was helping Jimin from a panick attack. He was trying to distract the younger. Still aren't there other ways to do that? Yoongi don't know how to feel anymore.
But it wasn't what concerned him the most. It's the fact that Jimin is scared of the darkness. Yoongi remembered the nights when he couldn't sleep, he saw lights from Jimin's house. It's easy to guess, the younger sleeps with lights on because he is scared of darkness. But how can someone have panic attacks because of darkness.
Hoseok is scared of darkness too. But in a funny way. He would scream and curse, if he is scared. They like to tease him about it.
But having panick attacks are serious. Yoongi wondered if Jimin is really okay. He was concerned about the younger. He can see the same in his boyfriend's eyes.
"I am sorry, i did that." Yoongi looked at Jin who apologised, curling up next to Namjoon on the couch. The oldest seemed really guilty.
Yoongi walked up to him and wrapped his hands around the his waist, pulling him closer for gentle kiss.
"It's okay. You were helping him." He mumbled against the plump lips.
Between the kiss Yoongi glanced at Namjoon, who seemed nervous for some reason. Yoongi frowned when they pulled back. "Are you okay, Joonah?"
Yoongi watched as Namjoon gulped audibly. Jin also turned towards the taller. "Are you angry at me?" Jin asked with sad eyes.
Namjoon shook his head vehemently, his dragon eyes widening with shock. "No hyung. I- I want to tell something too." He took a deep breath as the elders watch him concerned. "I kissed Jimin too." He looked at his lap, his cheek tinted in a light shade of red.
Yoongi and Jin gasped. "What?" Jin broke the tensed silence. Namjoon nodded embarrassed.
"It happened accidentally." Namjoon mumbled out. "Previous Saturday, when you guys weren't there. "
"That's why he didn't show up for some days." Jin said. It wasn't a question, more like a statement. Namjoon nodded nonetheless.
"When were you planing to tell us, Joonah?" Yoongi frowned.
"I am sorry, hyung. I- " Namjoon swallowed his words.
"You didn't plan to?" Jin asked with wide eyes.
Namjoon shook his head, eyes wide mirroring Jin. "It's not like that. Maybe someday. I was not ready to get hated by you. And it was just a mistake." The taller lowered his head. It broke Yoongi's heart.
"You know we will never hate you Joon." Yoongi reached for Namjoon's hand and squeezed it in assurance. "We love you. And mistakes happens, we can forgive you as long as we love you and you love us." This get a small smile from Namjoon.
Jin nodded. "But is Jimin okay with you, now? Did you apologise to him?" Jin asked hopefully, maybe because he himself is scared of Jimin's reaction.
"Yes hyung. I apologised." Namjoon nodded. "He was really avoiding me, and everyone. Even though he accepted my apology, it feels awkward when i am alone with him." The taller's eyes were sad.
The hope in Jin's eyes turned in to sadness. "What about you, hyung? Did you apologise?" Yoongi asked the oldest.
"I couldn't apologise at that time, he left hurriedly. I texted him saying sorry. He didn't reply though. I am scared he will hate me." Jin pouted.
Namjoon leaned in and pecked older's lips.. "Don't worry, hyung. He is really a kind person. He won't hate you for that. And who can stay mad at you for long time? You just need to send a flying kiss, everyone will be melting." Namjoon teased.
A loud laugh erupted from the older as he hit Namjoon's chest playfully. Namjoon joining him his dimple at full display. Yoongi smiled at their actions.
His smile disappeared when he lost back in to his thoughts. Jin was helping Jimin. For Namjoon the kiss was a mistake. It meant nothing for both of them. Yoongi felt disappointed. He expected them to have feelings for Jimin like he do. He don't know if it's love or just an attraction. But he liked the idea of his boyfriends kissing the younger. He felt guilty for thinking like that. How can he blame his boyfriends for cheating, when he himself have feelings for a certain red haired male.
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Fanfiction"He spilled coffee on Yoongi hyung's shirt and didn't even apologise." Jungkook rolled his eyes. "He doesn't know how to thank someone for helping him." Hoseok said. "When Jin hyung and i went to his house, he didn't even talk to us." Namjoon agreed...
