VOICE | Jimin centric | ✔

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟑𝟒

Jimin sat on the bed leaning against the headboard. He hugged his knees and placed his head on them. Tears rolled out of his eyes. What will he do now? How will he escape from here? He don't want to trapped here with the monster, who used to torture him and he was sure will torture him more.

Jimin don't know why he fell for Minseok in the past. He was so in love with this man, that he didn't saw any flows in him. That's why they say, love is blind. So was Jimin. And this blind love turned him in to mute.

He remembered how Sungwoon had warned him about Minseok. But Jimin was Jimin. The arrogant, sassy, popular guy at university. He had never listened to others.

He ignored his best friend's warnings and moved in with Minseok. The man was possessive, rude and abusive. He finds happiness in punishing Jimin.

Jimin had tried his best to not make mistakes. But still the monster of the man found ways to harm him.

Minseok used to beat him, locked him in a dark room, starved him for days. He used to whip and cut Jimin. All in all he was a psycho. And Jimin had been trapped with him. Or trapped by him.

Jimin had cut ties with his friends and family because of the same man.

To other people Minseok was a perfect man. So they thought, Jimin had intentionally distanced with them. But the fact that, it's Minseok who was possessive over him and wanted him to stay away from his close one's.

And the result was, his family and friends started distancing from him too, thinking that's what he wanted. But he was lonely, sad and scared. And he couldn't even open up to them.

Until one day they got informed that he is in hospital. Minseok had came drunk and beat him with a metal rod on his head and neck. He was too drunk to see the blood on Jimin. If Minseok's friend didn't visit them that day Jimin would have died there. Even though he was the devil's friend, a devil himself, his heart was softer than Minseok. He took Jimin to hospital and informed his parents.

He was in a critical condition. Somehow doctors saved his life. But not his voice, nor his mental health. They told him it will take time and therapies to make him normal again. But he didn't think he will be normal again. He was so dejected to believe in them. So he stopped going to therapy.

As the time goes he was suffocated by the pitiful stares sent towards him. He doesn't like the way people talked behind his back about how he suffered. Everything reminded of him the hardest part of his life, which was with Minseok. So, to escape the reality, he flew to Seoul.

Jimin was happy in Seoul. He has good neighbors. He made some friends. His classes were going good. He have a good job. Even though there were some up and downs, he loved it there. His nightmares stopped. The panic attacks he had everyday, reduced.

And his neighbors, who are now his friends. They are really good guys. They never judged him, nor they know about his past. Being with them feels right to Jimin, as if he he is one of them. Even though the six of them were boyfriends Jimin never felt left out.

The only thing that keep him away from them is that, he kissed three of them. He didn't want that. It's not like he hated it. It's more like he enjoyed it. He loved it.

But hey are in a relationship. And Jimin made them cheat on each other. They don't deserve it. Jimin hoped they talked it out. He really don't want be the reason for someone's break up.

Jimin admired their relationship. The way they love each other, take care of each other and give space to each other. Jimin never saw them controlling any one of them. They trust and understand each other. They have everything Jimin wanted with Minseok. Jimin wasn't jealous. He loved seeing them together. He want to see them together forever. He don't want to break what they have.

So he try to keep his distance from them. Then he realised that, he can't live without them. He missed them. They became important part of his life. And he loves them,more than friends. He love all of them. He wished to be with them.

But Jimin know he will never fit with them. If they are sky, he is sand. They are perfection and Jimin is imperfect. Everything about them is different from Jimin.

They are happy the way they are. They wouldn't want a mute, insecure and depressed man to join their relationship. They are happy. If Jimin joined them they are gonna be just like him, Sad and depressed. He don't want that. Jimin want them to be happy and be together forever.

And it's not like Jimin could escape from Minseok's prison. Everything he was trying to forget, came to him again. He was again captivated by the monster, who will lock him here forever.

Jimin know he is gonna trapped here, until someone saves him. He is to scared to escape himself. And he know there will be no one who will help him. His family even don't know where he is. Sungwoon will think that he escaped again like he did before. Now Jimin regretted coming to Seoul. If he stayed in busan, under his parents wings, Minseok wouldn't have kidnapped him. He would have been safe.

And last hope is his neighbors who are also his friends, maybe they will search for him. Jimin wished they would. If they don't, Jimin is gonna die here, from the monster's torture.

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