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The guilt Yoongi felt whenever he locked his eyes with Jimin, was unbearable. It was hard to be with Jimin alone.

His heart always beats fast whenever the brunette smile at him or just looks at him. But he can see the hesitation in those beautiful eyes. As if the younger is scared of him. But it's reasonable. If he is the one in Jimin's place he would have feared the man who shot him. Even though yoongi didn't do it on purpose, he did hurt Jimin.

Yoongi had thought about apologising to Jimin, but was too afraid that Jimin will be scared away from him, if he got closer to the younger. So he stayed away from the smaller. That is best for everyone. He don't want to Jimin to suffer because of him.

Yoongi walked through the corridor as always. It's been more than two week since Jimin discharged from the hospital, and about a week since they told Jimin about their feelings. Since the younger got shot, Yoongi had been visiting Jimin's room, when the smaller is sleeping. He will cry and apologise for the deed he had done. He will be restless if he don't do it, everyday. It's became a habit of his nowadays, talking to the sleeping man and apologising to him.

Yoongi had decided, he will stop it, after Jimin get his discharge. But after seeing the younger man crying in his sleep, because of the nightmares, yoongi continued going in to his room. He will weave his finger through Jimin's brown locks, which always calmed the smaller man. So it's became his daily night routine to go in to Jimin's room.

But nowadays, to Yoongi's relief, Jimin stopped having nightmares, and sometimes he will smile in his sleep. As Jimin sleep with lights on, Yoongi can clearly see the small curve forming on the corner of his lips, even in the sleep. Yoongi found it really cute.

So as the habit he still go to the younger's room, just to watch him sleep. He know it's creepy, but he can't stop himself from doing it.

Now, here he is, sitting on the edge of Jimin's bed running his hands through the sleeping man's hair.

Slowly his eyes started to drop, making him lay on the bed. He snaked his hands on Jimin's waist and hugged him closer, and fell asleep, without realising he is in Jimin's room.

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Jimin woke up, feeling something heavy on his tummy. Without opening his eyes, he tried to remove the weight, with his hands. It felt like a hand.

Jimin snapped his eyes open and looked down to see a pale hand wrapped around his waist. He turned his head quickly to the side, only to come face to face with a sleeping handsome profile. The handsome man was none other than Min Yoongi. His heart beat faster at the close proximity.

Jimin hold his breath when he felt the man shuffling in his sleep. Seeing those cat like eyes opening, gave Jimin goosebumps.

Yoongi smiled at Jimin rubbing his sleepy eyes.

Then his eyes snapped open as if he realized something. "S- sorry, i didn't mean to sleep here." He got up from the bed quickly, only to fell on the floor because of the blanket. Jimin bite back a smile at the older's cuteness.

Yoongi was about to walk away, but Jimin hold his wrist with his uninjured hand.

Jimin don't know, where he got the courage to do so. But seeing Yoongi, he thought, maybe the man doesn't hate him.

Yoongi stopped and turned towards him. He was biting on his lips, nervously. Jimin noticed the puffy eyes, that are red, as if he had cried, for some unknown reason.

"Why are you here?" Jimin gestured with one hand.

"Sleep walk." Yoongi said in one word, averting his eyes from the younger. Jimin can say, it's a lie, from the way Yoongi is fiddling with his fingers.

Jimin took the phone from the nightstand and typed in to it. "You don't have to lie. I won't be upset. It's your house anyway."

Yoongi's eyes widened seeing the text, and he shook his head immediately. "It's not like that, Jiminah. I didn't mean to lie. I-" Yoongi paused. "Are you okay with talking to me?"

Jimin frowned at that. What kind of question is that? Why would he have any problem with talking to Yoongi? He is the one who helped him from Minseok. How could he have problem?

Nonetheless he nodded.

"You won't get scared by me?" The older asked again. Jimin shook his head as no. "Can i sit here?" Jimin nodded.

Yoongi sat on the edge of Jimin's bed. He sat there a second silently as if gathering his thoughts, then took a deep breath and turned towards Jimin.

"Jimin, i wanted to apologise. I am so sorry what i did to you. I shot you. I hurt you. Because of me you have to spent whole week on hospital bed. And you still can't move your left hand. I am so sorry. I didn't do it on purpose. Please forgive me." Tears welled up in the raven haired man's eyes.

Seeing the Yoongi, who barely showed any emotions, now crying, made Jimin's own eyes wet.

"Please don't on't cry. I know you didn't do it to hurt me. I know your intention was to save me. And i really appreciate it. If you didn't do that, i must be suffering with Minseok. I should thank you for saving me from him." Jimin showed the text to Yoongi.

Yoongi's looked at Jimin and the phone back and forth. "But still, i hurt you. You are in this condition, because me. I will do anything to make it up to you. To make you forgive me. I am feeling guilty for your condi-"

Jimin stared at the man, who was talking nonstop about how guilty he is. How can someone be so kind hearted? Not only yoongi, they all are good people.

Jimin thought back to a week ago, when they proposed him to be their boyfriend. He wasn't ready back then. But now, after living with them for a week, after knowing how they treat each other, he wants to accept their proposal. He wants to know what it's like to be having a boyfriend, not a controlling freak, wants to feel loved and free at the same time, wants love someone without fearing them.

He know his wishes will be fulfilled, if he just say a 'yes' to them. They will be with him forever, by his side, loving him, caring for him.

Jimin's thoughts interrupted, with a sound of sobbing. Jimin watched as tears rolled out of Yoongi's eyes. He couldn't see the older crying. So that's what he did.

"I am sorry, so sorry. Please forg-" Yoongi cut offed by a pair of pump lips against his smaller one.

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There is only two or three chapters left for this story to end🥲

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