VOICE | Jimin centric | ✔

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟑

Taehyung stared at the bedroom ceiling, which he can barely see because of the darkness. He was on bed, between Jungkook and Hoseok. Soft snores could hear from them, means they are sleeping.

Taehyung wants to sleep too. It's not like he can't sleep. But he have this habit, thinking about things before sleeping. When he was a kid, he used to be imagine cute scenarios before bed. But now things changed. He is an adult. He have lots of problems to think about. He would think about his days, and would think about how he could have changed it and how could he solve problems. While thinking this he would drift in to sleep. It's like a sleep routine.

These past days, Taehyung's thoughts were filled with Jimin. As if his world spins around the smaller. These days he spent most of his time with Jimin. He hadn't hangout with his other friends that they started complaining about it. And mainly, he didn't get much time with his boyfriends too. He is always with Jimin, following him everywhere. Jimin turned out to be someone he can't live without.

He thought about his conversation with Yoongi previous day. He never thought he is in love with Jimin until Yoongi mentioned the love part. The older meant it in a platonic way. But it made him realise how much he loves his best friend.

But he shouldn't. He have five boyfriends and it's not appropriate to have feelings for another man.

Taehyung remembered Namjoon and Jimin's conversation, other day. He wondered if there could be a chance that his boyfriend likes Jimin. If they all like the red haired male, they can make him thiers.

But Taehyung doesn't have courage to bring this up. What if his other boyfriends doesn't love Jimin? What if it makes them drift apart? He don't want that. And there is other problems too. What if Jimin doesn't like them? And worse, what if he hate them after that? Taehyung don't want to lose Jimin.

So he decided he will spend more time with his boyfriends than with Jimin. As Yoongi said he should give the smaller some space. That is the best for both of them. Especially for his own heart.

So that's what he did, he didn't talk to Jimin whole day. The smaller had texted him asking if he wants to study together. Taehyung replied with a straight no. Even though it broke his heart, it's for the best.

They will meet at BTS tomorrow. Taehyung know it. He will make any excuse if Jimin ask something. He don't want to ignore him completely. He just want some space until his feelings disappear. He hope he can get rid of them soon. So he can talk to Jimin like before. He miss the red head already.

With that in mind, Taehyung lay his head on Hoseok's chest, who wrapped an arm around him, pulling him closer. Hearing the rhythms of his hyung's heartbeats he closed his eyes, drifting in to dreamland, where seven of them were mates.

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It was Saturday morning, Jimin walked in to BTS. He know everything is gonna be different. He is scared to face any of his neighbors, after kissing one of them. He literally made them cheat on each other. And Taehyung is avoiding him too.

If Jimin had a choice, he would have stayed at his home forever. But he signed a deal to work with BTS. As a professional model he will never mixup his work and personal life. Even though currently both are tangled together.
Jimin decided, he won't meet with any of his neighbors. He has to done with the shoot really fast and he will leave as soon as it is over.

Jimin looked at the elevator in front of him and then to the stairs beside it. It's best to use stairs, after the incident in elevator. What if the power go off when he is alone. He was thankful that Jin helped him last time. If Jin wasn't there, he would have died, panicking. Even though the help gave him another reason to over think. Still he is grateful for the older.

Darkness wasn't always Jimin's fear. There was a time when he loved night, when he had waited for the moon and stars, or he had stared at the night sky, admiring the beauty of it. He was in love with the calm feeling darkness gave him.

But now, thinks changed. Jimin is sacred of darkness. The serenity he used to feel from it, turned in to his fear.

People says, you are scared of the things that killed you in past life. But for him, he is scared of the things that killed him in this same life. The carefree, excited, happiest jimin that had died six months ago.

But what do you even expect from a person who was locked up in a store room without light and food, for a long period. Of course they will fear darkness. So does Jimin. He hates it. He is afraid of it. Same with the man he used to love, the man who turned out to be monster. Now he hate him, more he is scared of him.

Jimin's thoughts interrupted, when a hand wrapped around his shoulder. He flinched slightly at the contact. But he was relieved when he saw Kai smiling down at him.

"What are you doing, standing here. Let's go." That's when Jimin realised, he was zoning out standing in front of the stairs.

The older dragged him towards the elevator. But Jimin shook his head. He don't want to use the elevator. He tugged at the other's sleeve, who looked at him confused. Jimin signed towards the stairs.

The confusion on Kai's face grew more. "Are you afraid of elevators." He asked which Jimin nodded. "You need to confront your fear to overcome it." Kai said, again pulling the smaller's hand. Jimin shook his head with glossy eyes. Kai's eyes widened seeing tears in his eyes. "It's okay, it's okay, we can use the stairs if you want." Kai said surprised by Jimin's reaction.

They both walked through the stairs, Kai's hand still wrapped around Jimin's shoulder.

Jimin thought about Kai's words. 'You should confront your fear to overcome it.' Jimin know the older is right. But it's easy for other's to say. But for him, it's really hard. He wasn't strong to confront his fears. Even if it is darkness or Minseok. He is scared of them. Jimin wondered, if he will ever get rid of these fears. He hope, one day.

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