MC Devil Dogs #3 Why Am I Not Loveable?

Penny and Brick are missing

Razor

     We are almost through eating when Penny started crying uncontrollable.  She jumped and ran out before we knew what was happening then Cherise jumped up. Brick and I both stand up.  I plan on paying the bill and he will go look for Penny.   I however see Cherise is face to face with her father.  Holy shit when did he get here?  I see Brick take off toward Cherise as I do the same.  I saw the man whisper something in Cherise's ear right before we got to her.  I saw her sway then faint.  I was able to catch her before she hit the ground.  I looked up to see the guy ran off.  Brick took off outside to find Penny.  We need to get the girls out of here back to safety.  I carry Cherise to the van but I don't see Penny or Brick anywhere.  I grab my phone out of my pocket to call Prez.

     I lay Cherise in the front seat so I can hold my phone and gun.  The phone rings couple times when Prez answers "Speak."  Cherise chooses that moment to come back too and yelling Penny's name.  I hear Prez yelling "What's going on Razor?"  I give him the run down of the last five minutes.  He tells me to hang tight they are on their way.  I hold Cherise while she cries.  Cherise grabs my arms and tells me "My father took Penny and he won't let her go unless I come home to him."  She is starting to hyperventilate now.  I try to help her like I seen Prez do.  She still is crying and has a death grip on my arm.  I hear the distant rumble of motorcycles coming.  Prez made it to us as Cherise starts crying some more.  I tell him what Cherise just told me.  Cherise is saying "No you don't understand, you don't know what he will do to her.  You don't know how much he enjoys raping girls."  She starts punching my chest now.  I wrap my arms around her tighter.  She starts crying more and yelling "Why did he enjoy raping his own little girl?  Why Razor why did he enjoy beating and raping me?  Why did my mother enjoy watching him do it all?  Why!?"  Shit what do you say to a girl who has went through so much trauma like that.  I hug her tighter and tell her "I don't know baby but it's wrong on so many levels. They are both really sick people." 

Cherise

     I stood frozen in front of my father as he leans in and whispers "I got your little friend my dear daughter.  Be a good little princess and come to me when I call you or I will show your little friend just how a real man can fuck her."  I can't breathe and darkness take me.  I wake up in the van with Razor.  Oh my God Penny!  Several minutes pass and my mind is so messed up right now.  We have to save Penny we have to.  My father is such an evil man.  I am just so scared right now.  I remember hearing motorcycles.  It takes me a few minutes to realize all the guys are here.  Prez is talking to Razor as he holds me asking him more questions.  As I listen to them it hits me Brick is missing.  I scream "Where is Brick!?"  No one hears me so I scream it out again "Where the hell is Brick?"  Everyone stops talking and looks at me. 

     All the bikers are spread out now trying to find Brick and signs of where Penny might have gone.  I will never forgive myself if anything happens to either one of them.  Brick is like my brother.  I can't lose him.  I don't know Penny very well but no one deserves what my father will be doing to her.  I sit there with Razor waiting on them to get back from their search.  Half an hour later they all come back with no Brick, no Penny and no clues.  I start losing it again.  I start repeating "This is all my fault, this is all my fault.  He wants me not them."  Razor grabs me and says "The only person to blame for this is your father and mother, no one else."  I wish I could believe that but if I had just went with him they wouldn't be in trouble right now.  No one truly knows just how sick and evil my father is. 

Razor

     I try calming Cherise down but she is so scared right now.  I hear Prez tell everyone to head back and we will all meet to strategize a plan.  I pull the van up to the clubhouse I go over and help Cherise out of the van.  She honestly looks like a walking zombie right now.  As we make our way inside I see Prez is hugging his girlfriend Ruby.  I see Ruby look back at us.  She then walks over taking Cherise's hand and leads her away.  I didn't want to let her go but I don't know what to do for her either.  I watch her walk away and she looks as if she has the weight of the world on her shoulders.  I wish I could fix it all for her.  She is such a sweetheart and deserves so much better out of life. 

      We all gather around as Prez starts "Look I think it's time that you all know Cherise's story.  Listen up I would prefer her tell it but she is in no condition to do so.  I need you all to keep your mouths shut and do not repeat what is said here today.  Do you all understand?"  We all answer yes.  He continues "Cherise was mentally, physically and sexual abused by her parents from a very young age.  He father like to gamble with some really bad people and owed a good deal of money.  He sold Cherise to cover the debt when she was fifteen.  So she went from one hell hole to the next.  She is a good kid with a lot of pain.  She ran away from the people her dad sold her to.  She lived on the streets for awhile but one day they caught up to her and she was running from them.  I was in that town that day on club business with Brick and Tank.  She ran right into me trying to escape them so that's how I ended up bringing her here.  Brick and Tank of course know her story.  She does not talk about her past and I do not want any of you to bring it up or tell any of the other girls. So now to the point I will not let her father get her back.  I want us all to find places he maybe at or tied to so we can check out the places.  We are missing Penny and Brick.  We know for sure he has Penny and I am certain he has Brick too.  So if that's the cause that means he is not working alone.  He maybe with the guy he sold Cherise to.  He goes by the name of Butcher.  He also likes to rape little girls and he likes to play with his knives.  He got his name for the fact he likes to cut up on his victims sometimes.  Cherise got lucky and escaped before she was cut but she had been badly beaten by them.  I need everyone of you on this.  We have to get Penny and Brick back but also protect Cherise.  I promised her that day they would never get her again and I intend to keep that promise.  On that note go eat, get ready while I get some information together so we can head out.  Hold on a minute do not forget, keep your traps shut about this! Now get the fuck out of here!"

Cherise

     I lay in my bed and cry.  Ruby has been sitting beside me the whole time.  She hasn't said much.  "Ruby do you know I once was pregnant?"  I cried.  She shakes her head no.  Tears continue to roll down my face.  I asked "You want to know who the baby's father was?"  She looks at me with some confusion.  I look up at her and say "My own damn father, that's who.  I can imagine what he is doing to Penny right now."  I am so emotional and I ask her another question "Ruby why does no one love me?  My parents didn't, Blade found Veronica, Prez found you.  Am I not loveable?"  Ruby sits beside me and holds my hand.  She tells me "You are loveable Cherise, you just haven't found the right man yet.  I don't know much about you.  I can tell you I don't want to like you because of your past with Spider but everytime I am around you well you're too damn nice."  She then gives me a side hug. 

     Later on Prez asks us to come downstairs.  We met Jackie on the way.  She hugs me which shocks me.  She whispers in my ear "You know it should be you who daddy dearest took away.  He will eventually get you Cherise.  I hope you are ready."  She walks away laughing.  I have a chill run down my spine.  All at the same time I am now very suspicious of her having more to say to my mother that day at the store.  I plan on watching her every move but I have no plans on telling the others I don't want anyone else hurt because of me.