MC Devil Dogs #3 Why Am I Not Loveable?

Where is Brick?

Cherise

     OMG!  He killed Penny.  I looked at my father and told him I was going to kill him.  As I was hitting him, he got in some punches too.  I taste blood as he connects with my jaw.  He gets one punch in to my head that causes me to see stars.  He then started choking me and I could not breathe.  I clawed at his arms.  He finally let's go as I fall to my knees.  He jerks me up by my hair and then rips my shirt off.  He tells me "You are going to pay for this little girl and I am going to enjoy it."  He grabs my breast roughly and squeezed it so hard.  He then kissed me and I kept my mouth shut tight.  He grabs my hair and jerks my head back.  The action made me gasp which gave him the opportunity to stick his tongue in mouth.  I started gagging.  He is one sick bastard.  I bit his tongue and that made him punch me so hard in my stomach.  As I am trying to catch my breath he throws me down on the ground and starts unzipping his pants.  No I will not let him rape me again.  I will die before I let that happen again.  I kick him with all my might.  He still continued to remove his pants and start stroking himself.  I realize he will once again rape me as my mother sits back to do nothing. 

     I lay there crying with my father looking at me with lust in his eyes.  I however looked at him with hatred and disgust.  As he almost gets my pants down enough for him to try and enter me the door burst open.  I see some of the boys from the club.  I may not be raped by my father but still Penny is gone.  I crawl over to Penny and I lift her head to put on my lap.  I hold her tight telling her how sorry I am and it's all my fault.  I see Razor come close but it's too late no one can help her. 

Razor

     I feel for a pulse on Penny and I feel one but it's not great.  I try to pick her up but Cherise won't let go.  Finally I yell at her "Let go Cherise, she has a pulse we need to get her help now!"  Cherise looks shocked.  I grab Penny and take off.  The boys had already called an ambulance.  As I make it outside with her I hear sirens in the distance.  Prez helps Cherise outside and I see Prez had given her his shirt to put on.  She starts to run toward me to see Penny but stops when she sees Jackie.  It all happened so fast Cherise ran over grabbed my gun from my waistband and shot Jackie as Prez tackles her.  He gets the gun from her and wraps her in a hug.  She is screaming "She deserves to die!  She helped him get Penny!  She deserves to die!"

     The ambulance gets there and go to work on Penny and Jackie.  I watch as Cherise just sits there and sobs. I walk over to her and pick her up.  I hug her tight to me.  This girl is so broken.  By this time another ambulance has arrived.  I carry Cherise over to the ambulance to ride with Penny.  I am pretty sure the cut above Cherise's eye will require stitches.  She gets in the ambulance.  I tell her "I will be there soon."  She holds Penny's hand and cries.  Some of the boys follow them to the hospital.  I walk back to Prez and that's when I find out Brick is still missing.  This is not looking good.  Prez tells me to go on ahead to watch out for Cherise and Penny.  He said he is going to help the boys escort Cherise's parents to the cell back at the club.  So I haul ass because I need to be there with Cherise.  When Cherise was missing I felt like I was going crazy. 

Cherise

    They separated us at the hospital but as soon as I was cleaned up and stitched I went to find Penny.  They made me wait outside her door.  For the first time that I can remember I said a prayer.  "Please Lord let her live please.  Please let Brick be okay too" I prayed.  Wait I didn't see Brick anywhere.  I walk out into the waiting area and saw a few of the guys.  I saw Tank in the corner and ran to him.  I grabbed his shirt and ask "Tank was Brick?"  He sighed "We don't know sweetie, no one can find him."  I feel myself falling and everything went black. 

     I came to laying in a hospital bed with Razor holding my hand.  "Razor did they find Brick?" I asked.  He shook his head no.  He has to be alright, he has to be.  He is like my older brother and I can't lose him.  Razor goes on to tell me that Prez will ask Penny when she wakes up.  I wonder how she is.  I jerk the needle out of my hand and take off to find out with Razor on my heels.