my life lol

the peperoni problem

ok ok ik weird title but pepperoni is the codename I have for this guy that I know.

so I'm currently about to go to freshman year and I go to a private classical school so its kindergarten through senior year and we're stuck with the same small grade of 45 kids until we graduate.

this guy liked me in 7th grade and my friend told me he told his friend that. So him and his friend would talk to me and my friend and we kinda became a at school friend group. So we liked each other all year and over that summer he got a buzz cut....

it was horrendous ngl BUT he got it because someone he knew had to shave his head so it was really nice of him. anyways he was already not popular at all and he wasn't fat but he was a little chubby but not that much much. anyways I had forced myself to be attracted to him lookwise cus he had a great personality and was a good guy

flashforward 8th grade the ship is sailing, our situanship was HAPPENING. though he started getting more and more attention from the girls since now I told everyone he was cool and my friends were hanging with him and so he got way more confident. 

Though he got TOO confident and started treating me like one of his hoes. which ofc pissed me off like what?! u used to get bullied and now u act like ur so above me 

anyways he sat next to my best friend since like kindergarten and was like practically flirting with her 

and what was even worse is they actually were really good for each other. 

My crush started developing into a dislike when in class some kid mentioned Sharknado and I was like I love that movie! and he asked what it was then I started to yap about it to him and he , I kid you not, said VERY loudly and like he sounded low-key pissed when he said, "SHUT UP NO ONE CARES SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP" until I stopped talking 

instant disgust NGL like damnnn 

it was extra annoying cus I would always listen to him yap and try to be interested 

anyways this summer he started dating my best friend and suddenly is treating her well as if he didn't treat me like dogshit 

UGH at least me and pepperoni aren't in the same class though I might have to have art class with him >:/