my life lol

first day of school uncomfy weird end

ok so today was my first day as a freshman and it was great..until it wasnt (lmao stop idk why I wrote that so dramaticly)

so I didn't have pickle or dog in my class!!!! it was wonderful like srsly I could just exist in my own world all day and occasionally talk to my friends

also I got sat next to the new guy today and he's kinda cute lol

he's short and a ginger but he has such a good face lol also I like gingers and short guys soooo

but I can't actually like him since I like this other kid I randomly got super close with over summer but I'll talk that later

anyways to summarize it was a nice chill day and since the guy I like isn't at school I could act however loud and me I wanted 

I even made the new guy laugh at my comment in class >:))) srsly tho like not liking any guys at school is FREEING 

I was SO hyped for art class its my last class and I'm actually rly good at art (not to brag but its the only thing I'm good at so yes to brag, I got best in show at our schools art composition last year for my skeleton painting)

ok so this where things went bad was when we got assigned tables in art

I got sat next to two quiet kids who say NOTHING and pickle... so it was bassically just me and pickle. his flirting is literally him bragging about boy scouts and making fun of dog who apparently also is a boy scout cus his mom made him lmao (which I am so hyped to make fun of him for it)  

it was terrible but all was at peace when the art teacher said we could move around the room for more "space" idk why we would need space to scetch in our scetchbooks but i was not gonna question it 

I asked her if i could have "space" by sitting next to my friend at a differant table so she let me (shout out to mrs. waters for saving my life momentarily) 

but guess who followed me to sit at the table .. PICKLE!!!!! UGHHHH I WAS RUNNING AWAY FROM YOU!! DONT FOLLOWWW!!!!

he sat next to across from my friend and dog sat down next to him

great. i thought i had escaped gremlin #2 but no i just gained gremlin #1

me and my friend tryed to ignore them but its hard not to react when somone keeps whispering my name and occasionally calling me pookie >:0  (ew i hate that nickname)

it was wildly uncomfy and so I told him to shut the fuck up which made him say more stuff such which made pickle ask me

"is he always this annoying or is he worse in private"

...

......ermmmm.......what?

IN PRIVATE?!?!!?!? TF?? WHY WOULD I KNOW WHAT HES LIKE IN PRIVATE?

the implications were WILD and so ofc dog played into it and I'm not recounting the horrors of me trying to shut him up meanwhile the nearbye guys probably were thinking all sorts of things

but pickle was like "shes not yours"

then dog said sm like "what jealous shes not yours."

and they kept just going back and forth using "she's mine" or "she's yours" to much for my comfort. I literally wanted to pull the fire alarm and not knock everyone out and forgot any of this ever happened

and so I said "why are we talking like I'm some medival wife getting traded around I'm no ones."

then they were joking about trading me like "hey dog i'll give to you for your pencil" 

"deal. (my name) come on" *pats seat next to him*

I just ignored them and focused on my drawing but it was hard. if I were a lesser woman I would have stoop up and threw my pencil in his eye then probably made them like idk kiss each other if they don't stop fighting

like y'all are making fun of the other for projecting

BRO BOTH OF YOU ARE PROJECTING

it was so bad. I swear like ya'll prob imagine them as hot tall muscle guys with deep voices and dark fluffy hair like these kids r CRUSTY

ik I sound like y/n but I swear I'm not

they are not webtoon worthy guys AT ALL

and I think almost all guys r handsome in their own way in fact all my friends say my crushes are nasty 

I'll see a cute guy in public and point them out like 24/7 which my friends then call ugly 24/7

but hey I wont have trouble finding a hot bf cus I think almost any guys cute

ANYWAYS point is these guys are NOT CUTE...like at all in any way shape or form

actually dog could maybe be considered cute but his personality makes him ugly af