my life lol

my ex best friend and the breakup

ok so I used to be in a friend group of six in sixth grade to seventh. 

we were all rly close and had known each other for quite a bit there was this one girl I'll call Taki cus she used to love them lol.

so she had been the friend that was on her phone when we hung out and just generaly didn't participate when we did weird semi cringe stuff for fun. Taki was very boy oriented and was a huge draco fan girl. I had always sensed a sort of closed off fakeness from her sometimes. Some of me and my friends started to rly not like her cus sometimes she would do some rly pick me things and insult us or embarras us in front of guys to look better

one time when she invited herself over at me and my besties sleepover. She convinced me to let her do my makeup and when she done I literally looked like A STARBUCKS LEMON LOAF T-T

then while I looked dumb af she did her makeup gorgeous then FaceTimed some guys and sipite us saying we didn't want to she showed me to dog (see ch 3) and asked the guys to judge who looked prettier.

also one time at a sleepover she finally convinced me to let her straighten my hair and when I was done she told me "I suprisingly looked pretty for once"   ik it was a compliment but she the implication that I usually don't look good made me want to cry

she would say backhanded stuff like that sometimes so when she lied to us about not being able to add us to the grade gc (she was currenntly the only girl on it and didn't want there to be others) we got my other friends guy friend to add us and we kinda said we knew she lied to us on it. 

she said "she's never ever lied to us "and we were making it up and so we said she lied all the time (about guys kissing her, her not saying stuff about us, watching horror movies, etc) 

long story short

a HUGE fight broke out....

IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE GRADE GROUP CHAT TOO

the whole time she said we had "bullied her" and purposely tried to make her insecure

later one of the guys called us and told us she had sent ugly photos of us to him and made fun of us behind our backs to guys

after that all went down when we went back to school she had told everyone WE bullied HER and so several people didn't like us but luckily it's a small school so a LOT of ppl knew us at least well enough to know that's not the type of ppl we were

she left school after 7th grade and we sometimes see her at football games. 

I've texted her a few times to check up on how she was doing at her new school and she revieced me trying to make amends well. 

she still brags and makes backhanded comments when I see her but she is definitely better and I think she's starting to change 

it is still SUPER awkward when I see her. I hate the awkward hugs and fake niceness as if we didn't have a huge friend breakup rivalry.