idk what else to call it but this weekend the slar car club is gonna have a pool party and we will also talk about what we'll do with the car this year
now this is magically and horrible at the same time
see I made a quick little pros and cons list to show the problem lol
Pros;
- get to see ginger again
- get to hang out with everyone
- snacks
Cons;
- I look like rat when I'm wet
- I may have to take my glasses off to swim (I'm super insecure of how I look without my glasses)
- bathing suits (I genuinely actually have like a good body I just feel super uncomfy and vulnerable in non baggy cloths)
- my hair gets frizzy and crinkly/curly when it dries after swimming
- swimming is awkward
-i kinda suck at swimming (I was just taught by getting thrown in so all I know how to do is doggy paddle)
Its not like I'm not gonna go though. I kinda have no choice. I am a little scared though.
i jus HATE POOL PARTYS!! >:(
cus like guys I'm actually a rly confident person I like my body and my face and my personality. I know that I'm mid to some people gorgeous to some and ugly to others but I like myself....
...except for when I'm wet and don't have glasses
what if Parker thinks I'm uglyyy T0T
ok NO we won't dwell on this
have some faith in his nonshallowness geez. Plus worried never helped anything ever. There's nothing to worry about cus you know what.. I think I'm pretty and I am. so is pretty much everyone we just gotta believe it to see it.
Ok lol sorry for listening to my random therapy session *-*
....
.......sometimes I need to realize no one gives fuck lol like tf
lmao ok bye guyssssss
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