ok so i just came back from a school retreat and aparently while my good friend, her boyfriend peporoni (ch 2) , and my other rly close friend were just chilling pickle came up and awkwardly joined the convo.
Out of knowhere he randomly commented and said my dark arm hair was gross...
...like out of NOWHERE WTF
anyways they were all shocked and went OFF on him like my friend said peperoni roasted tf outta him and said that was such a messed thing to judge someone for and they all really came to my defense cus like TF I CANT CONTROL THAT ALSO U HAVE BODY HAIR TOO (side note im so thankful for that)
anyways i may have cried a little and vented to my sister about it lol :,)
like i get he's insecure but thats no reason to make other people insecure and randomly decide to piont out what you dont like about them in front of other people
im already insecure about my masculine features cus ik guys don't like masculine features like veiny hands dark hair or broad shoulders on girls
anyways lol
i wanted to go up to him and beat the shit out of him but luckily my friend calmed me down and made me decide to leave it be and just avoid him (also if I'm being honest he maybe be chubby but I think if he wanted to he could tackle me pretty hard)
tho i was gonna calmy talk to him and say that was a really not cool thing to do especially after how nice ive been to him so i went up to peperoni and asked him where he was
at first he was putting his hair in weird patterns and excitedly asking me if he looking like some character and i felt bad to shut down his happy attitude but i asked him where he was and he knew why and he said he and my friends defended me
i smiled and thanked him for that then left to go find pickle but GUYSSS this is a problem.... :( like the way he smiled and talked to me so excitedly remind me of why i had liked him before and this whole trip ive just seen what a geniuenly good guy he is and ngl it hits HARD like aahhhhhhhh i cant still like my good friends literalll guy shes dating but bro..........
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