I laid down in bed, staring up at my ceiling. I can’t sleep. I had another fight with my foster parents. They just don’t seem to get me. No one gets me. I closed my eyes stirring around, trying to fall asleep. Suddenly I heard someone knock on the door that leads to my small balcony. I looked up trying to see who it was, but then realized the curtains were closed. I feel so stupid. I turned around to face the clock on my wall. 3:47. Apparently I’m not able to think at this time a day. Or should I say night? I sat straight up as I heard the knocking again, not too loud though. I opened the curtains to see my beautiful boyfriend Daniel standing there. He wore a snapback, covering half of his face but still he was absolutely gorgeous. Sometimes I can’t even comprehend how he got to be mine. I quietly opened the door, beaming a huge smile as I could smell his lovely cologne. He hugged me off the ground spinning me around. He walked over to the bed with me in his arms, laying me down on it. He hovered over me and crashed his lips on mine. We were caught up in a passionate kiss as I heard a sound from downstairs. Fuck! What if they heard us?! I sat up and hushed him, so he’d be quiet. No other sounds are heard, so they probably didn’t hear us. They’d kill us if they’d see him sneaking in my room. ‘Why are you here actually?’ I whispered in his ear as his lips left mine and went for my neck. He snaked his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. ‘I just can’t live without you, doll. I just had to drop by. You know me…’ I smiled. It’s true, he could be very possessive when it came to me. ‘Come,’ he said. He walked up the little balcony and I followed him. He swung his leg over the railing and before I could even blink, he was standing in the backyard with his arms stretched out to catch me. I also swung my legs over it, but hesitated. I have a fear of heights and jumping down of them, doesn’t seem like a great thing to do. He winked, ‘Come on baby, I’ll catch you.’ I closed my eyes and let my body slid down the railing. I opened my eyes as I felt two strong hands surrounding me before I could even touch the ground. He didn’t let go though, he swept me up in his arms, bridal-style and started to walk. ‘Where are we going?’ ‘You’ll see,’ he said with an evil smirk. After a few minutes he reached the destination and carefully laid me down in the grass in the park. He just stood there, watching me and beamed me a smile. I felt my cheeks flush and hid my face with my hands. ‘Daniel!’ I said laughing. He knows I can’t stand it if he stares at me. It makes me feel rather shy. He sat down again and hovered over me. ‘Why are you so insecure? You know you’re my beautiful girl right?’ I bit my lip shyly and pulled him closer, kissing him softly. He laid down next to me and in a really comfortable silence, we stared up at the sky, looking at all the beautiful stars. ‘Come with me,’ he said after a while, ‘Come with me to America. We’ll start all over. Just you and me.’
Although it sounds VERY tempting, I don’t know if I can leave England and go to the other side of the world… ‘Daniel, you know we can’t do that. What am I suppose to do there?’ ‘I already found an apartment and it’s perfect! I know how much you want to be an actress and I would get to see my brother. Just think about it… In a few years you’ll be a Hollywood star! Just like you’ve always wanted. Just go with me. We got nothing to lose, because we have nothing here.’ Daniel’s right. My life here sucks. We could start all over…
‘I- I don’t know, Dan,’ I said as I laid in his arms as he brought me to his house. He put me down on the ground and I started undressing, until I was only in my bra and underwear. I crawled into bed next to him, snuggling up to his almost naked body. ‘Whatever you decide, it’s fine with me. I just hope you pick me, because I don’t want to lose you. America would be a lot less fun without you…’ He stroked my hair and kissed my forehead. Soon after that I fell asleep, with a thought crossing my mind. Should I go?
Pic on the side is Daniel. I know, he's freaking hot.
