The whole title is: You need to find someone else to blame for the hurt and the pain.
But it won't fit in ;p
It's from a song called 'You're Insane' by Escape The Fate -->
The title does fit in with the chapter...
Sexy Niall -->
‘You could’ve told me you had a boyfriend,’ Niall said after a long, uncomfortable silence. I sighed and stared out of the window of the car. He was totally right. I should’ve never kiss him! Even though, deep down I don’t feel really guilty… ‘I’m sorry about last night, I didn’t mean to hurt you… it just… happened,’ I said, glancing over at him, waiting for a reaction. ‘We’re here,’ he said emotionless as he got out of the car. He followed me up the stairs and refused to go back until he saw I was ‘safely inside’. I know he just wanted to see Daniel first. I stopped in front of the door and soon it’s opened revealing Daniel, who immediately gave Niall a glare. ‘Who’s he?’ He gave Niall another arrogant glare. ‘This is Niall. He’s a friend of mine.’ Niall nodded shyly. I knew he felt uncomfortable, it was sad to see. ‘Well, nice to meet you, Niall,’ he said gripping onto his hand tight as they shook hands. Niall’s face was written in pain, but he tried to smile it away. ‘Yeah, you too,’ he said. ‘Would you like to come in?’ I asked Niall, earning a glare from Daniel. I should’ve known Daniel doesn’t want him in our house… I look back at Niall who shook his head. ‘No, I gotta go to the boys. We have an interview at the local studio this afternoon. Call me if you need anything.’ I giggled. ‘I don’t even have your number!’ He smirked. ‘Yeah, you do. It’s in your phone, just like Zayn’s, he’s a big texter.’ I smiled and nodded. Daniel sighed and gave me a passionate look. ‘I’ve missed my girl so much,’ he said, pulling me in for a passionate kiss. I quickly pushed him off. ‘Daniel, he’s right there! Not everyone has to see this.’ Niall looked like he was going to cry. I really felt sorry for him. I led him on yesterday and now I broke his heart… he didn’t see this coming and it hit him hard. ‘Well, eh…’ he said, slightly confused. His voice sounded so fragile. ‘I’ll eh.. I’ll see you later.’ Without another word he turned away and quickly walked off. I heard Daniel smirk right next to me. ‘I hope that taught him.’ ‘Jerk,’ I hissed as I walked past him and face planted on the couch. I’m a horrible person.
Niall James Horan
Powerless, weak, fragile and broken. That’s how I felt, when I walked away from the beautiful blonde girl who I wanted to give all my love to. Feeling defeated, I walked away from her house and slumped to my car. I drove off quickly and got to the high way. I need to get home. I need some time for myself. I didn’t notice I was crying until I was unable to drive any further since my vision got so blurred. I pulled up at a parking lot at a mall and turned off the engine. I sighed as I laid my head down and started crying, but soon I was interrupted by screaming girls surrounding my car. Luckily they couldn’t see me, because of the dark windows, but they recognized my car. I quickly wiped away all my tears and checked in the rearview mirror. Well, it didn’t look too bad… I put on my fake smile and got out. ‘Hello everyone!’ I yelled enthusiastic, even though I didn’t mean it. I just wanted to go home, lay in bed, eat chocolate ice-cream while I watched a bad chick flick. Wow, Niall you really sound like a girl right now! About 15 girls started screaming excitedly. I took pictures with all of them and talked to some of them. Just when I thought I had all of them, I noticed a girl with long, brown hair and really green eyes. She had been quiet the whole time, I almost didn’t see her. Enchanted by her beauty, I made my way through the fans and walked over at her. ‘Hey.’ ‘What happened to you?’ she asked softly, ignoring my greet. She’s the only one to notice I had been crying. ‘Nothing,’ I said quickly as I sighed her One Direction t-shirt. ‘You don’t fool me,’ she said, searching my face for any signs, before returning her beautiful, big, green orbs to my blues. ‘I’ll be fine,’ I lied. ‘Promise?’ ‘Promise,’ I said, winking at her, making her blush slightly. ‘Good. All I want is to see you happy,’ she said, blinking away the tears. I smiled and pulled her into a hug. ‘That’s so sweet of you,’ I whispered in her ear and smiled again as we pulled away. All around us were screaming fangirls, who were of course super jealous. I quickly took a picture with the girl and then checked my phone. ‘Guys, I gotta go now. Hopefully I’ll see you soon, maybe this afternoon at the interview?!’ Some replied that that’s where they were going, so that explained all the fans and the t-shirts. ‘I love you all! Bye!’ The girls screamed even louder and I smirked. They all replied with ‘love you’s’. Our fans are the best. I walked back to my car and turned around to wave at the girls, my eyes locking with the girl again. ‘Promise?!’ she yelled above the crowd. ‘Promise!’ I got in the car and drove off. I looked in the rearview mirror at the beautiful girl until I couldn’t see her anymore. This was the girl. The girl I’d been dreaming off…
When I got home the boys greeted me, but I didn’t reply and went to my room immediately. I was angry at myself for letting the girl slip out of my hands, but when I saw Angie sleeping on my bed and Demi’s clothes on the floor, I fell to my knees and started crying. She hurt her head pretty bad. It couldn’t be from just falling, could it? I have to get that guy away from her!
Demi P.O.V.
‘Why did you kiss me in front of my friend?!’ I asked Daniel furiously as he sat down next to me on the couch. ‘Why were you with him in the first place?!’ he barked back. I thought about what happened with Kevin and felt the anger boiling inside of me. ‘You’d like me to explain?!’ I said jumping up from the couch. ‘Well, your best friend Kevin dropped by. He carried me to the bed and started kissing me, he was planning to do so much more… I tried to get away but he grabbed me, hit me and pushed me against the door. Look.’ I showed him the wound I had on my head because of it. Daniel’s eyes widened when he saw it, but then his face was emotionless. ‘Kevin would never do that!’ he suddenly screamed, jumping up from the couch, making me wince. ‘Why won’t you believe me?!’ I yelled, angrily. I was angry. Furious. Why the hell would I make this shit up?! ‘You should trust me and believe me. I am your girlfriend! I trusted you right? I trusted you to move here with you.’ Tears appeared in my eyes. ‘Kevin called me yesterday. He told me you were drunk and when he tried to help you, you fell against the door, hitting your head pretty hard.’ Suddenly he sounded more calm. Drunk? I fell? Sure! I shook my head, but before I had any time to protest the front door opened. I turned around and saw Kevin walking in, with a smirk all over his face. He must’ve heard us yelling, so that meant his stupid little plan worked! ‘Wassup, dude!’ he said and greeted Daniel with a hug. Then he pulled me in a hug too and I could feel him touching my bum. I flinched away from him. He just smirked at me. ‘How are you? You were very far gone yesterday. How’s your head?’ he asked as if he really cared for me, but his face told me differently, he looked so evil. I ignored him and turned to Daniel. ‘I’m going to Skylar for a moment. Still have her key…’ I said and quickly walked off. I rang the doorbell and a while later she opened the door. Her eyes were red and puffy and her hair was a mess. She was still in her pajamas even though it was late in the afternoon already. ‘What’s wrong?’ I asked her immediately as I pushed her inside and closed the door behind me. We sat down on the couch and she looked at her lap, fiddling with her fingers. ‘It might sounds stupid, but for me it’s horrible. You know I like this band, One Direction?’ I nodded in order for her to go on. ‘Well, they have a gig next week and we won’t be there because we don’t have tickets!’ she started crying again. ‘Wait. We?’ ‘My little sister and I. She’s just as crazy about them as I am.’ ‘You have a sister?!’ ‘Well, half sister… Same dad, different mom. Our dad had an affair with her mom while I was just born and she accidentally got pregnant… but that’s not the point.’ ‘It’ll be fine!’ I said hugging her. ‘But I gotta go. Drama at home.. By the way, I heard One Direction are having an interview at the local studio today. You should totally go!’ I said smirking, trying to lighten her mood. She smiled. ‘Thanks hun.’
I opened the front door to see Kevin and Daniel laid down on the couch with a can of beer. ‘Wanna join us?’ Kevin asked with still the same smirk. ‘No thanks, got a bit of a headache. I’m going to lay down for a minute,’ I made up quickly and walked into the bedroom. I stared at the ceiling as I laid down on the bed. I felt so guilty. I slept in the same house as 4/5 of 1D and Skylar is crying because she can’t even see them at a gig! But what if I can arrange something with the boys?! I started grinning like a Cheshire cat and took out my phone, but then remembered they might have the interview already… I’d just drop by tomorrow. This would be perfect! Skylar would love me forever! Her dream would come true!
