Sorry I took so long with the new chapter, after the 1D concerts I've experienced the worst case of post concert depression. I miss them so much, it were the best two days of my life!
I had eye-contact with all of them!
Louis looked right at me while singing Rock Me, and so did Liam during Alive. LIAM JAMES PAYNE. NOPE. I'M NOT OKAY.
And best of all: Zayn blew me a kiss right after Best Song Ever, when I made a heart with my hands, I collapsed on the floor. No joke.
Alright enjoy :)
‘Demi, you should go to bed,’ Zayn said, rubbing my back to comfort me. He knew I was worried to death and needed comfort so I’m happy he gave me some. The simple touch meant a lot to me, because it meant they cared. The other boys already went home and Niall said he had to bring Alyssa home. She had been very nice today and I feel bad about being mean to her. I’ll have to apologize later. ‘No, I want to stay here,’ I said, but couldn’t suppress a yawn. He shook his head and chuckled. He pushed his chair closer to mine and pulled me in his arms. I laid my head down on his chest and listened to the beating of his heart. It was calming.
I have no idea how long we sat there, until Zayn spoke again. ‘Demi, look!’ I sat up and looked at Liam, since Zayn was. I could see slight movements in Liam’s hands and facial expressions. I jumped up and grabbed his hand. ‘Liam? Please wake up, or at least give me a sign that you can hear me.’ After a few more seconds –which seemed painfully long in my eyes- Liam opened his eyes slightly. ‘I’ll go get a nurse and call the boys,’ Zayn said, walking off. ‘Dem-’ Liam croaked out. ‘Shh, it’s okay Li, I’m here,’ I said, kissing his forehead, yearning for his touch. I stroked through his beautiful brown hair and looked at him through teary eyes. Just when I wanted to speak up again, there was a knock on the door, then Zayn coming in with a nurse. ‘Mr. Payne, how are you feeling?’ she asked him, checking the monitor. He nodded slowly as she looked at him again. ‘Thirsty…’ he groaned. ‘Oh, I’ll get him some water,’ I said, grabbing a plastic cup and filling it up at the sink. ‘Here you go, Li.’ He tried to grab the glass, but his arm went limb again. ‘Let me,’ I said, sitting down on the edge of the bed, slowly helping him drink, admiring his beautiful face at the same time. I wipe some remaining water drops off his chin and smile lovingly at him. ‘Can I talk to you for a moment?’ the nurse asked me. I nodded and followed her into the hall. ‘Mr. Payne is going to be alright, he just needs some rest. I know you want to stay by his side. I get you’re worried about your boyfriend, but please let him rest.’ I nodded, not telling her he’s not my boyfriend. I wish he was, but he deserves someone so much better. ‘I’m so glad you’re here,’ Liam said as I sat down next to him again. Zayn was phoning someone in the corner of the room, probably one of the boys or Liam’s family. He reached for my hand and I gladly intertwined my fingers through his. ‘Me too, Liam. Me too…’
After an hour of talking, the nurse came back in. ‘Sweetheart, you need to go to your own room now, he really needs to get some sleep.’ I sighed and nodded. She was right. I couldn’t be selfish, he should get some rest. ‘Goodnight Li.’ ‘Sweet dreams…’ he said. ‘Oh and Demi?’ he said just before I walked out of the room. ‘Yeah?’ I said, facing him. ‘Nice outfit,’ he smirked, looking at my hospital gown. Embarrassed, I turned away and walked out of the room. The butterflies in my stomach were going insane. What was he doing to me?
***
I woke up when I felt someone touch my hand. I opened my eyes and saw Niall. ‘Sorry, didn’t mean to wake you,’ he whispered. ‘It’s okay,’ I whispered back, even though I didn’t really know why we were whispering. ‘So…’ he began awkwardly. I knew he wanted to talk about what happened, but didn’t know how to. Typical Niall. ‘I know you’re mad at me and that I lied to you, and I’m really sorry for it.’ ‘Why did you keep it from me? I could’ve helped you, you know that…’ he said, hurt flashing in his eyes. ‘I was too scared. I couldn’t…’ I began, but a lump in my throat got in the way. ‘I understand, I really do, but I want you to know you can tell me everything. I will always be here for you. Please don’t lie to me again.’ I nodded, fighting against my tears. ‘I won’t.’ ‘So, will you now tell me what happened?’ ‘Well… my mom died in a car-accident, which I accuse my dad of. I really believe he did in on purpose. He went to jail and I got foster parents. We got in so many fights and when I heard my dad was out of jail, I had to get away. That’s why Daniel and I moved here.’ ‘And the bruises?’ ‘Daniel,’ I whispered, before bursting into tears. I scooted over in bed as he laid down next to me, holding me in his arms as I cried. ‘It’s alright babe, I’m here…’ he whispered, kissing the top of my head.
When I was done crying, I wiped my face with my hands. ‘What are you going to do about Daniel?’ I stayed silent for a while, because I really didn’t know. ‘Well, the doctor wants me to tell who did this to me, but I’m not sure if I wanna-’ ‘You have to, Demi! Look at what he did to you, he should pay for it,’ Niall said, not believing I would even consider letting Daniel get off the hook this easily. I nodded. He was right. The boys now knew what was going on and would let me live with them until I find a place of my own, besides maybe I could live with Skylar… ‘You’re right, Ni. I will tell him.’ ‘Good.’ He pulled me tighter against him and sighed. ‘You know I love you right?’ he whispered. I nodded. ‘I love you too,’ I said, pecking his cheek. Niall was like my brother now. I couldn’t wish for anything else, besides Liam…
Niall James Horan P.O.V.
Demi and I were lying on her bed, eating something and watching weird cartoons. ‘Can’t believe we actually liked this when we were little,’ she chuckled, as we were watching SpongeBob. ‘I know right, it’s weird how things can change. Just like how you changed my life too,’ I said, kissing her head. ‘Aww, you’re so cute, love you Ni,’ she smirked and kissed my cheek. ‘Love you more, hun.’ Just then I saw Alyssa stopping in her tracks on her way in. Her eyes were sadder than ever. She shook her head and ran out of the room. ‘Oh fuck…’ I mumbled as I ran after her. This can’t be happening, I can’t lose her! ‘Lyssa!’ I yelled, running after her. ‘What?!’ she sniffled as she turned around. ‘I’m sorry, you weren’t supposed to-’ ‘Supposed to come in? Supposed to hear that? Supposed to see that you two are together? You know what Niall; I don’t wanna know…’ she said. Before she could turn away, I grabbed her hand. ‘Lyss, I really like you. Demi is like my sister. It’s you I want.’ I wiped a few tears from her cheek and tucked her hair behind her ear. ‘Niall, I… I don’t know what to say…’ ‘Then don’t say anything,’ I said, before pressing my lips to hers.
Demi P.O.V.
A while after Niall had run off, he came back in, Alyssa right behind him, with their hands intertwined. ‘So everything’s alright again?’ I asked, smirking. Alyssa blushed and looked away. ‘Good. I don’t know if I gave you the wrong impression but he’s all yours sweetheart. Well not all yours, he’s still my best friend, but you know what I mean,’ I said, smiling. ‘Oh, and I’m sorry for being such a snob earlier, there’s just so much going on, and well I get a bit protective over my little leprechaun.’ I smirked evilly at Niall, and got a glare back. ‘Thanks. And no problem, I get it. It was probably not the best time to meet. And I’ll take good care of our little leprechaun, I promise.’ Again, Niall glared at the nickname. ‘Stop calling me a leprechaun!’ ‘That’s what you get for being Irish,’ I said, sticking my tongue out at him. They sat down next to me and joined me as we watched SpongeBob again.
‘Mr. Payne is asking for you, Demi,’ a nurse said, peeking her head in the door. I looked at Niall who just nodded, telling me to go. ‘Use protection!’ Niall yelled, before I could walk out the door. I flipped him off as my head turned to shade; tomato. I hate him. ‘Hey, Liam, how are you feeling?’ ‘I’m good. Went to see the doctor this morning and everything was fine. I’m still a bit sore, though, but that’s all.’ I smiled. ‘You have no idea how relieved I am to hear that.’ ‘But what I really wanted to talk about is; our fight. First of all I wanted to apologize for the things I said. I shouldn’t have, so I’m sorry.’ ‘It’s okay,’ I said, smiling. ‘But there’s one thing that keeps bothering me. I couldn’t sleep because of it yesterday... Why are you still with Daniel after everything he did?’ I could have seen this coming, but still… the question hit me like a bomb. ‘Well… I- I loved him.’ Hurt and anger flashed across his face. ‘But then I met you… And it changed me. I really wanted to tell you, but I was scared. Just now I realize that the one I need and want is right here in front of me,’ I said, as a tear ran down my face. I raised my hand to wipe away the tear, but Liam grabbed it with his, and wiped away the tear with his other. He motioned me over and I sat on the edge of his bed. I was very happy Niall had brought me some normal pajamas, so I wouldn’t look ridiculous in front of Liam. ‘I’m so happy you finally realize it,’ he whispered, pulling me into a hug. He let go of me, and held me at arm’s-length so he could see my face. I wondered what he was thinking… He smiled the most beautiful smile I’d ever seen and caressed my face. ‘You mean the world to me,’ he whispered before pressing his lips against mine.
Yay, finally! But guys... We're nearing the end ;o
Lily Collins as Alyssa (picture on the side)
