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Again there was an annoying beep when I woke. I groaned and tried to recall what happened. It all just happened so fast; one moment I was having a fight with Liam and only minutes later he had been under a car. Because of me. I looked around the room, to find out I was all alone. I shakily stood up from the bed and limbed my way into the hall way. A nurse noticed me and lead me back to bed. ‘You have to stay in bed, sweetie, you have to recover.’ ‘Liam. Where’s Liam Payne?’ ‘He’s in a room down the hall, you can go see him later,’ she said as she gently pushed me down onto the bed again. ‘So, that means he’s fine?’ I asked, praying she would say yes. I will seriously injure myself if something happened to Liam, especially because of me. ‘He will be… now I’m going to get a doctor,’ she said, walking off. He will be. Does that mean that he isn’t okay right now?! ‘Demi, I’m doctor Bennett, nice to meet you,’ a man said, shaking my hand. Nice to meet me?! My best friend is in the hospital because of me and you are keeping me from seeing him! I thought angrily. ‘How do you feel?’ the doctor asked me, checking my eyes with a little light. ‘Fine, I guess…’ My mind was somewhere else, it was with Liam. ‘No headaches or other flaws?’ ‘Yeah, dizzy and sore, but I get that a lot,’ I shrugged. ‘Yes about that. I wanted to talk about your bruises,’ the doctor said, frowning. ‘Well, I don’t,’ I snapped. ‘Who did this to you? Is it the boy who’s in the hospital as well?’ ‘Liam? No, Liam would never hurt me,’ I said immediately. I couldn’t help but feel guilty. It was true: Liam would never hurt me and yet I just continued to hurt him. Dammit I’m such an idiot! How could I have been so blind?! Daniel only hurt me, while Liam was there for me all this time! ‘Alright, but you do have to tell us, you know it’s our policy to report this.’ I sighed and gave a quick nod. ‘I will. Can I just have a little more time, just to think about what happened?’ ‘I’ll give you a moment, rest a bit.’
I stayed in bed for a few more minutes and then did a second attempt to get to Liam. I had to see him. I peeked into the small windows to see what room he is in. When I spotted him, I made my way over to him and grabbed his hand, sobbing. He looked terrible. He had bruises and scratched over his face and arms. He had a tube in his nose and an infuse in his arm. I wiped away my tears and looked at his beaten, but beautiful face.
If we could only have this life for one more day.
If we could only turn back time…
You know I’ll be your life, your voice, your reason to be.
My love, my heart is breathing for this
moment in time I’ll find the words to say...
Before you leave me today.
I sang softly to him, stroking a few hairs out of his face. ‘Don’t leave me today, Liam…’ I whispered and kissed his hand.
