Let the church say Amen.

13.

Kierra Valencia Sheard:

It was a Sunday, after church and my family gathered at my aunt Jacky's house... where we all usually would be at

I was sitting with my cousins before I realise that my mom wasn't there with us, but she was here before

"Where's my mom?" I ask my cousins looking around.

"I saw her waddling getting up like 20 minutes ago but I don't know" Angel says , then Nikki starts chuckling.

"My mom doesn't waddle girl" I say to her in my mom's defense ,

"Kierra you know your mom waddles" Nikki says .

"There's something about all of Mattie's kid's legs ya'll" Angel says causing me to laugh and shake my head.

"They walk like they be caught up-" she yells the last part as me and Nikki let out ugly laughs.

"In the what , in the what Angel?" Nikki asks hyping her up.

"In the holy o-"

"Shut up!!!!" I say pushing her , I don't play about my mommy.

Angel is stupid oh my God.

The only person who can play about my mom is me,

"Don't count my momma" Nikki expressed and Angel and I both give her a knowing look

She just be lying, all of my aunts walk like- but let me not maybe it's just the age thing Lord-

"Let me go check on my mom stupid " I say to a cackling Angel,

I get up and all of my aunts are eating, J Drew and Greg Jr are outside and I could see them through the window from the kitchen .

"Where's my mom aunt Jacky?" I ask her, and she shrugs her shoulders at me focusing on her food.

Moving on, I leave the kitchen and walk upstairs, my mom hasn't been good the past year and some, so I was worried she was locked in a room somewhere crying... when she lived with me she would be sad all the time trying to hide it from me but I knew it.

And I knew that she sometimes had these melancholic feelings, the thought that she was going to lose my dad killed her.

And I want to say I understand because I just lost Erica, but it wasn't the same... they have been married for a long time , they both have kids, shared their whole lives together.

Erica has been trying to contact me nonstop to a point where I just had to block her, she wasn't telling me what I wanted to hear... she wasn't leaving Warryn now and that's not what I need.

All the other rooms where open, except for aunt Jacky's which I won't get in... well and this one,

I walked towards it and I opened the door and my ass was bleated, I was in dismay and I couldn't even move

"KIERRA!" My mom yelled covering her boobs with her hand, then she tried to get the sheets over them... she broke my trance and I try to quickly shut the door.

"Oh my fucking God" I say to myself

I let out a breath unbelievably... I need my eyes cleansed ,

Here I was thinking this woman would be crying somewhere yet she was getting herself dicked down oh my God .

I just saw my mom have sex , I mean I've heard her before growing up but now it was like- I just had an actual vision of her and- oh my God,

I felt like I was about to puke honestly, it's not fun.