Kierra Valencia Sheard:
It was a Sunday, after church and my family gathered at my aunt Jacky's house... where we all usually would be at
I was sitting with my cousins before I realise that my mom wasn't there with us, but she was here before
"Where's my mom?" I ask my cousins looking around.
"I saw her waddling getting up like 20 minutes ago but I don't know" Angel says , then Nikki starts chuckling.
"My mom doesn't waddle girl" I say to her in my mom's defense ,
"Kierra you know your mom waddles" Nikki says .
"There's something about all of Mattie's kid's legs ya'll" Angel says causing me to laugh and shake my head.
"They walk like they be caught up-" she yells the last part as me and Nikki let out ugly laughs.
"In the what , in the what Angel?" Nikki asks hyping her up.
"In the holy o-"
"Shut up!!!!" I say pushing her , I don't play about my mommy.
Angel is stupid oh my God.
The only person who can play about my mom is me,
"Don't count my momma" Nikki expressed and Angel and I both give her a knowing look
She just be lying, all of my aunts walk like- but let me not maybe it's just the age thing Lord-
"Let me go check on my mom stupid " I say to a cackling Angel,
I get up and all of my aunts are eating, J Drew and Greg Jr are outside and I could see them through the window from the kitchen .
"Where's my mom aunt Jacky?" I ask her, and she shrugs her shoulders at me focusing on her food.
Moving on, I leave the kitchen and walk upstairs, my mom hasn't been good the past year and some, so I was worried she was locked in a room somewhere crying... when she lived with me she would be sad all the time trying to hide it from me but I knew it.
And I knew that she sometimes had these melancholic feelings, the thought that she was going to lose my dad killed her.
And I want to say I understand because I just lost Erica, but it wasn't the same... they have been married for a long time , they both have kids, shared their whole lives together.
Erica has been trying to contact me nonstop to a point where I just had to block her, she wasn't telling me what I wanted to hear... she wasn't leaving Warryn now and that's not what I need.
All the other rooms where open, except for aunt Jacky's which I won't get in... well and this one,
I walked towards it and I opened the door and my ass was bleated, I was in dismay and I couldn't even move
"KIERRA!" My mom yelled covering her boobs with her hand, then she tried to get the sheets over them... she broke my trance and I try to quickly shut the door.
"Oh my fucking God" I say to myself
I let out a breath unbelievably... I need my eyes cleansed ,
Here I was thinking this woman would be crying somewhere yet she was getting herself dicked down oh my God .
I just saw my mom have sex , I mean I've heard her before growing up but now it was like- I just had an actual vision of her and- oh my God,
I felt like I was about to puke honestly, it's not fun.
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Let the church say Amen.
FanfictionKierra is a closeted gospel singer who struggles with coming to terms about her sexuality and the beliefs that the church preaches about on Sundays.