Let the church say Amen.

6.

2013 (5 months later)  :

Erica Monique Campbell.

"Maryy" my sister Tina nudges me

"What Tina?" I ask her.

"You've been staring at that phone like there's nothing else going on around you man," my sister Alana says to me and I kiss my teeth.

"You better not be looking at all of them comments Erica!" Googoo says to me.

I switched my phone off and give my sisters my attention, I wasn't looking at the comments at all.

I was on my text message, staring at Kierra's contacts... she sent me flowers with a note earlier on and I don't know how to thank her or what to say to her..

The she sent lillies and tulips , and I couldn't help but think about what the flowers meant, it sounded like a kind gesture on the note, but the flowers could mean something different... right?

I've been avoiding Kierra ever since the day at my hotel room it's been months since, I don't know what got over me... maybe it was because I was hurt that Warryn cheated.

Seeing the flowers she sent earlier despite of what I did made me realise just how much she didn't deserve what I did, so I was trying to find the right words to say to her.

But now I was with my family, so I'll try and focus on them until I get some alone time to figure out what to say to Ki .

After I got home with my little girl Zaya I found my husband watching a movie with Wozy and Krista, I took Zaya because my little one always wants to be with me.

"Why aren't you guys sleeping?" I ask them getting to the living room,

It was a school night, and they both aren't supposed to up past 9, especially Wozy who makes things extra hard in the morning when he has to get up.

"Just 10 more minutes mom" Krista says to me, and I put Zaya down,

"You must've said that 30 minutes ago to your dad Krista" I respond.

I know my kids, Warryn has a soft spot for Krista's whining , but not me... he's not the one that has to deal with the terrible morning attitude.

"Come on! Come on" I announce clapping my hands.

"Off to bed!" I say to them, Warryn gives me a tired look in defense of the kids... but I don't care, they going to bed.

"Goodnight babies" I say to them as they drag their feet upstairs.

I hear mumbles under them and I smirk, atleast they answered because I was gonna keep saying it to them until they did.

"Husband" I say to Warryn as I sit besides him, then he leans in and kisses my cheek.

"What about that stinky bun" he says pointing out to Zaya on the floor

"Come to daddy Zaya" he cooes at her, Zaya drops her binky in excitement wanting to go to Warryn.

"Uh.uh... pick it up" I say to her,  but who am I talking to? She avoids me and her little feet walk towards us.

"She's going to be sleeping in a few, she hasn't slept since this afternoon. " I say to Warryn after he picks her up and gives her kisses.

Warryn and I decided to get back together and work on our marriage, it must not seem like an empowering thing to do but we have kids... and I'm partially at fault for his neglecting him , neglecting my marriage.

If anything I've been cheating on him to, I've thought about Kierra during our intimate times and I've touched myself to her images a lot of times also and I still didn't tell him anything about that.